"Rosa?!" A panicked voice came from the living room as Rosa shut the front door. "Omg I'm so glad you are okay!" Jocelyn came running at her and wrapped her up in a tight embrace.

"What?" Rosa asked confused as Jocelyn pulled away.

"We had date night plans and when I got here you weren't here. You didn't answer any calls or texts I was worried sick!" Jocelyn sighed.

"I'm sorry I was at the precinct late," Rosa lied. Jocelyn raised an eyebrow.

"You weren't. I checked the precinct, Charles', Amy and Jake's, Shaws, Liv's and the dance studio but you weren't at any of them," Rosa bowed her head. "Where were you actually? Don't lie to me."

"I got a call yesterday evening asking if I was available to baby sit last minute, I totally forgot about our date I'm sorry Jo."

"Who was it?" Jocelyn grabbed Rosa's hand.

"Just a Mum from the new born nursery," Rosa was trying everything in her power to avoid mentioning who it was. She obviously wasn't hiding her stress very well.

"Rosa you have gone bright red, who did you babysit for? Please tell me," Jocelyn said, her voice sounded a little sad.

"I- it was G-Gina," Rosa felt the heat rising in her cheeks. She tried to hide her face but it was no use.

"Gina?! I thought we were done with that crap Ro!" Rosa could tell Jocelyn was about to get angry. A side she had never seen to her girlfriend and didn't want to.

"We are! The kid I baby sat on my first day ended up being Iggy Linetti and I didn't know until Gina came to pick her up, it was really awkward for a minute and then she left. I just tried to brush it off and then last night I got a call. She and Milton were going out and the sitter cancelled and nobody was available so she called me from Milton's phone and I said I could do it. I was planning on coming straight home but it was too late to ride down country roads by the time she was home as I took my bike. I crashed on the couch," Rosa explained. Remembering very clearly the feeling she had as she drifted off to sleep buried into Gina's body heat. Just like the nights they would spend together when they lived together. Rosa felt guilty for cheating but at the time she couldn't have felt more content.

"That's why you have been acting off. One look at that woman and suddenly you can't function properly, it's ridiculous!!"

"Jo-"

"Did you do anything?" Jocelyn interrupted.

"What?"

"Don't play dumb with me Rosa. Did you two do anything, did you have sex?" Jocelyn's anger was building, this wasn't the Jocelyn Rosa fell in love with.

"N-no," Rosa stuttered, she was panicking. The events of the previous night playing vividly in her mind. They did and Rosa knew they did but there was no way she could tell Jocelyn that. But it didn't seem like she had to.

"I don't believe you."

"What?"

"I said I don't believe you! You are stuttering, going red and there is very clearly something on your mind. Why though?"

"We didn't do anything!" Rosa was just digging herself into a hole here.

"Omg Rosa it's obvious! You smell like her for fucks sake!"

"Okay maybe we did," Jocelyn groaned grabbing at her own hair. "But I regret it and I don't even remember how it happened!"

"I made excuses for you for the first few months, I tried to suck it up! I tried to except that you had met me while you were still in love with the fucking woman that screwed you over completely and I helped you. We both made the decision for you to leave her life and we were going great for almost a year. Heck I was building up to proposal Rosa! And then you see her once and you are put back under that stupid trance and now you are back in the bedroom with her. UNBELIEVABLE!" Jocelyn screamed. A tear ran down Rosa's cheek.

"We can still get married, still have a life together, it was one mistake Jo! Please," Rosa cried trying to grab her hand. But she just got swatted away.

"But that's the thing Rosa it wasn't just one time! Just because it's the only time you have cheated doesn't mean it's the only time you have called me Gina, the only time you have cried because I've done something she used to do, the only time you would have panic attacks and yell at me to call Gina when I don't the know the god damn woman's number! Do you just expect me to keep putting up with it?! IM DONE DIAZ!" Jocelyn grabbed her bag and keys from the counter.

"Jocelyn please don't do this!" Rosa sobbed. She didn't know if she could get through another major breakup.

"You are pathetic and you can go and be with your pathetic little friend. Go and tell her boyfriend about last night because I bet she won't! Go and ruin another perfectly fine relationship and maybe you could have your dream of having a daughter. You are a selfish, pathetic brat Rosa Diaz!" She flung the front door open. "Enjoy your stupid life!" The door slammed and she was gone. Rosa was left in a sobbing mess on the floor. Arlo curled up next to the shaking figure and stayed there until she eventually fell asleep on the hall floor from exhaustion.