ik this song came out a while ago but this came to me at like 1 am so here

warning: kinda sad- i mean i think it's really sad but you know-

and i changed/cut some of the lyrics to fit with the imagine

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Louis pulls through the empty streets, his thoughts running a mike a minute.

You would have gotten your driver's license last week

Just like we always talked about

'Cause I was so excited for you

To finally drive up to my house

He almost smiles at the memories, until he can't keep the tears back anymore.

But today I drove through the suburbs

Crying 'cause you weren't around

He drives your ( car of choice ) through the empty land, tear taking his body as your intoxicating smell still lingers

And I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one

And I just can't imagine how I could ever be okay now that you're gone

Guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me

'Cause you said forever now I drive alone past your street

Why did you leave me?, he thinks to himself.

Louis tears a hand through his hair, turning up the song that blasts through the radio.

Your song.

He lets out a sob, as the last few days he had with you plays in his mind, wishing, yearning, that he didn't take those for granted.

And all my friends are tired

Of hearing how much I miss you but

I kinda feel sorry for them

He shakes his head, taking a different route then the one to Millie's.

She's hurting too, and he's probably just adding to that pain.

Yeah, today I drove through the suburbs

And pictured I was driving home to you

He decides to stay on the route he's on, picturing he would be driving to another one of their late night dates, your smile being there to greet him.

But another sob escapes as he realizes he would never see that smile again.

And I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one

Oh, and I just can't imagine how I could ever be okay now that you're gone

I guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me

'Cause you said forever now I drive alone past your street

He pulls over and hits the wheel aggressively, all his emotions pouring out of him, his tries and efforts unable to contain his hurt, his sadness, his frustration, all at once over taking him like a wave crashing onto the shores, the sands being pulled in every direction, constantly stirring.

Louis is like the sand, he settles, but then another wave of emotions comes crashing down, spiraling and throwing his mind, praying that maybe her could ever find peace.

Red lights

Stop signs

I still see your face

In the white cars

Front yards

Can't drive past the places

We used to

Go to

'Cause I still fucking love you, babe

He looks up and realizes where he is.

His spot. Well, your spot.

The edge, where you could see all the city, the lights making Louis' tear his eyes away.

He can't be here.

To many happy memories, all stained in your absence.

He begins to drive again, seeing you everywhere.

Well, more like the memories of you.

Because that's all he had left.

Louis still loves you. He always will, even if you're not there to walk beside him,

Sidewalks

We crossed

I still hear your voice

In the traffic

We're laughing

Over all the noise

God, I'm so blue

Know we're through

But I still fucking love you, babe

As he drives through the streets, Louis has flashbacks,

small dates, through the park,

driving around in the dark,

the first kiss you shared,

the first i love you on the hood of this very car,

and the small things too.

walking through the streets with your hands entwined, laughing in traffic, singing to songs, Louis giving you cheek kisses out of no where, just to see you blush.

Louis finds a sad smile come to his faces as he wipes the tears.

But there are still so many unanswered questions.

Why didn't you tell him?

Why didn't you tell him that you didn't have long?

Why didn't you tell him?

Why didn't you tell him you were sick?

Louis cries again, his pain echoing through the car.

I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one

And I just can't imagine how I could ever be okay now that you're gone

Guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me

'Cause you said forever now I drive alone past your street

Yeah, you said forever now I drive alone past your street