" Lily..lily .. come in baby wake up" an angelic voice entered my hearing range

I hummed liking how it made me feel.. so warm and fuzzy as I snuggled more into my bed..

" she's conscious now" another voice said.. It was velvety and cool but not like the first one

" she likes your voice more " the previous voice said in amusement

" come on baby wake up " the nice voice said making me ,curious enough to open my eyes only to be blinded by the light

" ugh too light" I tried to bring my hand up to cover my eyes but it sting and had something attached to it

" it's okey baby open your eyes" a cool hand touched my cheek as I blinked repeatedly in order to clear my vision

" Rosie?" I questioned as my gaze met those pools of pure gold , she smiled to me.. which is unlikely.. and nodded

I was confused as I raked my head for a reason why I'm here surrounded by all the Cullen family while sleeping on Rosalie's lap

It took my brain a moment to remember.. as if the memory was blocked and I had to focus really hard to remember.. Port Angeles .. Bella and I,the book and something ... I can't remember it!

Edward was sitting far away from me and he looked focused too

I don't know why but I started to tear up , my heart racing but nothing .. I remember nothing from there ..

I can see Edward's lips moving abnormally fast but the words were unheard .. I can't hear word only a static buzz

" what" I trailed off

" it's okey Lily .. you're okey " violet entered my field of vision wearing a cute pajamas and holding Mr Twinkles .. she introduced him to me as she said he helped her in her hard times

" I can't remember " I looked at Rosalie like a lost child looking at their mother

Her arms held me closer as she slightly rocked me

" everything is okey Lily, don't force it " Dr Carlisle said as I hugged Rosie's torso pouting

There was silent ... I couldn't see their faces but I could feel like they were communicating with their eyes

" you can hold Mr Twinkles .. he can help you" Violet said to me with her green eyes full of concerned

" thank youu" I replied holding the fluffy cat stuffie tightly as the familiar comfort came back to me

" what happened ?" I finally asked as I knew they know exactly what happened

I sat up , leaving the comfort of Rosalie's chest.. at the moment I didn't notice that I didn't hear a heart beat.. it was silent , no heartbeat or stomach growling or the gulping sounds .. nothing.. it was comforting and I was still trying to think of the blank moment I have in my memory

" it's better if the memory came back to you slowly.. forcing you to remember it might cause you a panic attack " Dr Carlisle Cullen explained

Usually, I would have cursed him off and demand my wishes to be granted but his warm comforting voice and his .. energy? .. force you to comply and trust the man

" okey then.. can I go home ? I'm already late and grandma will be worried " I grumbled

" I called your grandma and asked her if you can sleep over with violet. She doesn't mind " Esme smiled at me ..

I nodded staying silent for a bit

" I wanna go home " my bratty side has awakened

Emmett looked at me, raising his eyebrow " why? Are you not comfortable?" He asked

I shrugged my shoulders already reaching to take off the needle from my vein.. Rosalie's hand stopped me from doing so " no don't do that it'll hurt you" she warned me

Did I listen? No

I looked at her straight in her eyes and took it off .

She was right.. I cried in pain " THIS IS NOT HOW THEY PORTRAYED IT IN MOVIES " as Doctor Carlisle hurried to patch my hand up as the first aid Kit was on the table ..

Rosalie looked at me sternly " you should have listened then" I pouted feeling even more offended as I kiss Mr wrinkles and gave it back to Violet Thanking her who's sitting on Jasper's lap .

Carlisle finished with my injury rather quickly not letting the blood spill from my wound ...

Everyone was a bit uncomfortable and Alice is no where to be found .

My unsecured mind told me that they are uncomfortable because of me and I stood up from Rosie's lap suddenly

" thank you for taking care of me but really I gotta go" Emmett stood up too and I can see the annoyance in Rosalie's eyes making me even more brattier

" lily .. sit down .. no one is going to drive you back home till morning.. you need to rest" She told me ..

I rolled my eyes .. I can feel their eyes on me .. like they are watching a movie and not planing to interfere..

" okey FINE .......I'll walk" I turned around barely holding myself from falling and stomped away

" Lily.. it's dangerous outside , and dark " Emmett followed me as I can practically feel Rosalie's anger all the way from the living room

" I don't care .. I'm not scared " I replied as Emmett was still following me but didn't attempt to touch me

I felt like he's giving me my space to act out.. like he could stop me but he let me be inconveniently bratty ...

" why do you care anyway " I turned sticking my tongue to him ... I had to title my head up in order to see his face.. freaking tall sexy muscular man.. ugh

I didn't know why I had to be this difficult.. I don't even know why I'm walking towards the forest .. I'm so stupid .. but I couldn't stay near Rosalie and Emmett.. I get so terrified of the feelings I feel .. and the sense of comfort and familiarity I felt when I was on her lap.. like I'm finally complete somehow .. I don't wanna fall deep into this desperate rabbit hole of crushing on a couple!

" alright that's enough! You have been such a bratty girl and I tried to give you some space but this is dangerous.. come back to the house " Emmett's stern voice made me jump ..

the forest was completely dark and I've been walking for minutes now

" I don wanna " I grumbled

" fine you don't want to " he closed the distance between us in two strides and suddenly I was on his shoulder like a bag of potato.. a very cute bag of potato!

" how dare you ! You're not my caregiver let me down!" I screamed hearing some squirrels running away from my voice

" I know .. but this is for your safety " he insisted

" my patience is over .. I couldn't let her wander around like that .. she could've gotten hurt " he spoke to someone.. I tried to lift my head but I was way too weak to do so but I've spotted the Nike sneakers in pale blue and that familiar silhouette

" she's pushing me to tell her and get this over with it" Emmett growled in frustration which.. was hot.. but also confusing

" tell me what " I whined

Both of them didn't answer making me thrash around but the Bear man didn't even budge

What have I gotten myself into

Another update what whaaat.. thank you for your love and motivation ❤️❤️❤️stay inside and wash your hands 😘