Today,I was so happy even my grandma noticed.. super bubbly and made efforts when doing my makeup and hair. Bella smiles at me when she picked me up in the morning " you wanna come with me to la push beach.. me and some of my friends are going .. some will surf and others, me, will stay to do whales sighting " she said which was so nice of her to make an effort and invite me

La push?" I asked confused

" uhh yeah the reservation? It's few miles away from Forks " I nodded

" well, I can't, I have plans with violet!" I chirped my reason of bubbliness . Bella frowned a little

" isn't she Jasper's girlfriend?" She asked , I nodded eagerly

" well, uhh, well you take time to notice .. if there is anything that indicates or clue us in about the secret?" She asked me blushing instantly, Bella was frustrated. Not only because Edward is continuously confusing her with his behaviors. The last one was ' we can't be friends ' I mean who says that ! Also he then proceeded to talk to her about her assumptions. I shook my head " I don't like him.. his an asshole through and through" I might not know him but he can just stop talking to her and avoid her if he really want nothing to do with her but not talking to her and then not talking to her and then talking to her about not talking to her.

" I'll try... though, when I get ..." I hesitated trying to find a synonym for ' little space' " excited .. I tend to forget about things and just be in my headspace " I smile proudly at my explanation. Bella nodded

" I understand, it's fine..enjoy your time with her okey?" I beamed at her nodding. Bella has a natural mature personality that makes me think she'd be a great caregiver if she was into it.

" thank uuuuu" I waved goodbye to her before skipping to my first classes .

The day passed in a blur and I found myself back at my room preparing myself for my first play date/ movie night ever

I wore my best outfits and made sure i did my hair nice

With knee high socks and a pink bag to match .. I smiled at my reflection before skipping my way to the door when seeing a familiar Jeep parks in my driveway.

" hi!" I smiled shyly at Emmett and Rosalie who came to give me a ride to their house .

" wow" Emmett grinned making me blush

" stunning " he winked at me actually winked

Rosalie gave me a small smile making me feel like I owned the moon

I get inside the Jeep with Rosalie ready to strap me to the backseat like a toddler.. I didn't mind her doing so.. it only made me more and more hopeful and I know that this hope is like a sugar high.. the crash from it is lethal .

They drove silently while I was twitching in my seat with excitement and nervousness. I never met their parents.. I never met A parents ever so I don't know how to win them over and make them like me..

the car passed the green trees and did a detour off the highway to a small road .. almost hidden from the public eye. It got me interested to see where they actually live.. in a cottage in the middle of the forest? Why?

" we're here" the soft honey like voice made me stop my daydreaming and look at her . Every time our eyes meet, my heart forgets how to beat normally and I gasp a little ..

I nodded waiting for her to come strap me off.. Emmett opened the back door with that cute grin of his that makes me want to cuddle with him in a rainy night.

He strapped me off and helped me out of the humongous Jeep like a little princess. I smiled thanking him shyly.

" woah" my eyes caught the mansion sitting in the middle of the forest..

" what the..." I cut my curse mid sentence knowing that they will come at me for it.. today I'm a good girl.. I'm not going to act out.

" that's the awesomest house I ever saw" and it was true, even though I lived in LA , and in a very high class neighborhood, the houses were.. boring.. same old same old fancy garden, fancy pool.. sometimes two pools.. palm trees and trendy house interiors. But this was in the forest yet the house is basically made from glass..

Rosalie for the first time.. she smiled! A full smile not the one with no teeth .. she gave me a smile that made me feel like I just one the lottery.

" Esme would love to hear that from you" she said guiding me to the glass stairs and the fancy wooden door.

Emmett gently took my coat and they guided me upstairs where more awesome interior design work is showing .. it was beautifully designed, with open spaces and just the right fourniture to make it look cozy .

Before I was done processing the huge canvas made only with graduation caps in different colors, a woman, scratch that.. a beautiful woman with heart shaped face and a chestnut brown hair that perfectly framed her face greeted me. The same golden eyes but also different? It's like they have the same eye color but their personality make them look so different from one and another .

After my shock I smiled shyly

" you must be lily, I've heard so much about you " she said coming for a hug, I hugged her back feeling self conscious

" all good things I hope?" My voice cracked with nerves and she warmly smiled at me

" ofcourse! I'm Esme, violet have

been hyper all day for this new movie thing" I giggled

" me too" she put her arm around my shoulders and softly guiding me to what I think is the living room where I can see violet wearing cute pjs smiling at me with so much excitement mirroring mine .. I skipped to hug her, she's the only one who is warm and squishy while the others feel like they can break you with their pinky

" fifteen minutes!" She chirped Jasper waved at me from the couch where his sitting and I waved back

Alice came from no where holding floor cushions to sit on

" you guys made me so excited about this movie " she giggled while we settle down.

Violet and I decided to sit a little closer to the humongous tv that looks so darn expensive..

I couldn't focus on my surroundings when the movie started .. I think i even squealed and went heads first in

little space ..

Melanie Martinez's work is not for kids and that's what I like about her entire aesthetics.

She mixes innocent things with adult .. stuff , like smoking and cursing and even sexual things.

Violet and I were so into it, even trying to dance with them in Wheels on the bus but just giggled when cry baby used her powers and class fight! Was awesome

I can feel the presence of Jasper , Emmett and Rosalie behind us. But I didn't care. Alice gushed about their costumes

" I can sew them !" I said excitedly

"Really you can sew?" Violet asked . I nodded excited . I felt like I'm in cloud nine

" we can remake them together!" Alice suggested . I grinned when we fell into the rabbit hole of planing and trying to figure out how each designs was made.

And then squeal when the music comes on and try to mimic their dance .

Everything I wanted has come to fruition. I felt so happy I didn't even recognize this feeling !

The feeling of having friends that won't judge you for who you are or fake it for your money. The feeling of warmth when I'm allowed to be as childish as I want without the " stop being childish " comment .

" i made some snacks for you girls" Esme smiled softly when she saw us so indulged in the movie and having fun . She put a plate of delicious snacks that look like were made by a five star chef .

" thank chuuu" violet hugged Esme so cutely that made me aww.

And then went back to watching the principal dying .

To be continued