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Sometimes all we need is a button to turn back time. Sadly, all regret comes too late. All pain had been hiding behind the clouds. Sometimes, it was just fate. Meant to happen. But if Chuck Bass had a button to press right now, things would have been different. After been shot, trying to protect the only thing that keeps him sain these days, the only thing the hold onto every night, the only thing that reminds him of her.. Chuck had finally understood the heartbreak people all over the world must go through everyday. From the moment he heard saying her that she didn't love him anymore, he felt something he never felt before. His heart broke into pieces, and it made wounds in his chest that would haunt him every night he went to sleep.

He knew he messed up. He knew things were maybe forever broken. All he ever wanted was her. Nobody else would be good enough for him. But don't get it wrong. He loved Eva. For saving him from death in Prague, for keeping an eye on him, for loving him back and respecting him. But he didn't love her like he loved Blair Cornelia Waldorf. Even just thinking of her name made him cry inside. But his father always told him that a Bass doesn't cry. For nothing. So he held it up. But he forgot that on the other side of the planet. A girl, whom heart was broken too, was crying the same ugly tears for him. Blair always knew that a relationship with a Bass wasn't a good idea. But the way he looked at her when she went to sleep, the way he always brought her flowers after they fought, the way he kissed the nape of her neck when they were caught up in the moment... all those little things made her fall in love all over again with the man. She knew Louis Grimaldi was a better person. He was a prince! It was all she ever wanted. She loved Louis. But not nearly as much as she loved Charles Bartholomew Bass.

Blair and Chuck were so hurt by one another. Hurt and depression over their love. The worst things they could do, they did. But it wouldn't be Blair and Chuck without all the pain.

It wouldn't be my world without you in it.

Blair knew from Gossip Girl that Eva was coming with Chuck to New York City. A strange feeling was inside her heart. Jealousy, she was green with envy. Why did she even feel jealous? Because a 'normal' looking French girl was laying with him in bed? Because she couldn't bear the thought of him with anyone else? Blair knew more than enough that she really should let go of him. But why was it so hard? Why couldn't she just close her heart to him? With pure longing and hurt she stared at the skyline of the city. It was in that moment, he was doing the same from the Empire.

What they both didn't see, were the shining stars behind the dark clouds. And they both couldn't get away from each other. Cause their fate was maybe already regulated by the stars.

Up next:

Chapter 2: Lasting Lovers

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