Standing outside the car shop while my car gets washed I listen to Pea talk.

"Let's go holla at these hoes nigga". I said pushing off from the wall.

"Coo". He said following behind me.

"How's mom doing". He asked as we were walking.

"I think she got a new boyfriend big buff motherfucka too and I know she gone want to kick me out just so she can lay up with that nigga". I said causing him to laugh.

"Next thing you know he gone be beating her ass". I said as he nodded.

"Ain't that the way it goes". I ask looking back at him.

Laying on the couch on the phone with my friend Sharika.

"Girl I don't know why you still with that nigga anyway he ain't doing nothing but keeping you in the clinic". She said as I sucked on my thumb.

"It ain't Jodie's fault it takes two I should have never stopped taking my birth control pills". I said rolling my eyes.

"And here you go always blaming yourself I'm tired of hearing you calling on the phone about his ass". She said causing me to let out a sigh.

"You need to cut him loose you don't need to be with him just cause y'all got a child together that doesn't mean anything". She said causing me to roll my eyes.

"Look Jodie ain't crazy that nigga don't put his hands on me and how long you been with Chris, three years and how many times have that nigga gone upside yo head yeah find you, somebody, to play with". I said and she got quiet on the other end cause she knew I was right.

"It's alright it's alright shit at least we living together where Jodie stay oh I forgot with his mama and when he ain't with you he probably fucking on his other baby mama". She said as I sat up on the couch.

"Girl he doesn't love that hoe who he comes back to though". I said walking to JoJo's room to see him playing.

"What did he say about y'all getting a place together". She asked as I made my way back to the couch.

"Girl Jodie doesn't want to live with me he wants to live with his mama he's a mama's boy". I said causing her to laugh.

"Jodie my Jodie he ain't gone ever leave his mama". I said looking at the tv.

"Well let him fuck his mama then have her ass all up at the clinic". She said causing me to laugh.

"Girl stop I am not about to play with you that's nasty but I see where you coming from". I said scratching my arm.

"Enough of that did you hear about that girl at work". She asked as I got comfortable.

"No, what happened". I asked with my face scrunched up.

Listening to 2 pac Hail Mary as I worked on my toy cars in my room.

After finishing it I walk over and cut the lights off laying down. Drifting off I fall asleep and start having dreams of me being locked up, shooting somebody, and fucking peanut and Yvette.

" I want you to have my baby". I said into peanut's ear as I fucked her from behind.

"I want you to have my baby". I whispered into Yvette's ear as I fucked her from behind.

"Mmm, I want to have your baby". She moaned throwing it back.

"Yes, I love you, Jodie". Peanut said as I slammed into her harder.

"I love you boy". Yvette said as she rested her head on her hand.

"I love you too girl". I said back to her.

"I love you Jodie but you really scare me". Peanut said as I laid on her from behind.

"You scare me too". Yvette said as I laid on her from behind.

Seeing myself lying dead on the streets I then see Yvette crying over my casket.

Hearing the phone ring I jump up out of my sleep.

"Uhh, can I have my car so I can get to work"? Yvette said as soon as the call connected.

"Yo car man Yvette gone on with that shit a nigga over here sleep". I said trying to open my eyes.

"Come on Jodie it's Monday I need to get to work". She said and I can hear movements in the background.

"Alright damn, I'll be there". I said before hanging up.

Pulling up outside her job I park the car in front.

"Please be on time I don't feel like standing out here today". She said rolling her eyes as she rubbed the inside of her ear.

"I'm always on time what you mean". I say causing her to look over at me.

"Yea okay Jodie don't have me waiting now gimme some sugar". She said leaning over and kissing me.

"Ooooweee". We heard causing us to look over and her coworkers were smiling and clapping.

"Bye love you". I heard JoJo say to her as I stared at this one girl with braids.

"I love you too". She told him before getting out of the car.

Watching her walk inside the building JoJo climbs into the front seat.

Bobbing my head to the music I look over and see JoJo doing the same causing me to laugh.

"You over there nodding yo head too that's my boy". I said dapping him up.

Watching tv with JoJo I see my mom walk in dressed up.

"Where you going". I ask looking at her up and down.

"I'm going on a date with Melvin". She said causing me to scrunch up my face as he walked in.

"Wassup". He said looking over at me as I stared at him.

"Bring my mama back safe ". I said and he laughed looking down.

"Yeah okay". He said before leading her out.

Punk ass nigga...