Jeongguk eyes shot up when he hears the distressed whined from the boy next to him. He sit up and quickly press the emergency button to call for a doctor. He get off from the bed and hurriedly standing next to the omega who is still letting out a mumbling distressed sound through his oxygen mask.

"Tae...you're okay Tae...the doctor will be here any minute" He holds the hand which is not broken and hold it, giving it a soft squeeze. Few seconds later the doctor comes in and quickly giving Taehyugn a quick check up. Taehyung finally can open his eyes, and he look so weak. Jeongguk heart's ache looking at his mate helpless like this. Taehyung move his free hands slowly, reaching out to the water bottle next to his bed, but Jeongguk beats him to it. He quickly poured the water to the glass and put a straw in it for him. Yes sleeping for a long time would make his throat dry.

"He is fine, although it would take time for his body to start adjusting, he will need to practice everyday, it will good for his leg also" The doctor smiles and finally leave the two alone. Jeongguk can't hide his happiness as his body is shaking. Taehyung just look at him blankly, his stare is empy but Jeongguk can see the tears already started to form in his eyes.

"Ggukie....jeong-jeonggukie...." The omega whisperweakly while trying to reach Jeongguk. jeongguk hurrieldy sit next to the bed and embrace the omega, careful not to hurt the younger boy.

"Baby....my baby...i'm here...you're okay...thank you so much for waking up Tae...thank you for coming back to me" Jeongguk murmurs in Taehyung ears while the omega is just crying softly and sobs in Jeongguk shoulder. They keep their position even though jeongguk starts to feel sore in his back but he couldn't care less. Taehyung finallly stop crying but his free hand still weakly clutching to Jeonggk shirt.

"I-i lost....o-our b-baby..ggukie....o-our b-baby is g-gone...." Taehyung whispers with his hoarse voice but still shaking.

"Sshhhhh it's alright baby....it's alright" Jeongguk murmurs sweet nothings to the omega for God knows how long until he feels that Taehyung is fell asleep in his arms. Jeongguk slowly tuck him in and pull the blanket to cover taehyung's small body. Jeongguk give him a small kiss on his mate's forehead before he quietly join Taehyung on the bed, softly wrapped his arms around the omega's waist and just enjoying the moment.

He feels like the huge weight around his shoulder have been lifted the moment Taehyung open his eyes, and when their eyes met Jeongguk just forget about everything in the world as he just want to scoop the omega and keep him in his arms forever and never let go. jeongguk chuckles at himself, of how deep he fall in love with Taehyung and how crazy he would be if Taehyung keep sleeping and not gonna open his eyes. He still not over the death of their baby, but Jeongguk will be alright if Taehyung is still by his side and not leaving him. They lost their child, but it doesn't mean that in the future they won't have any, and Jeongguk really believe that one day he can have their own little family with Taehyung and their child running around playing at the back at their house. Just thinking about those beautiful moments makes Jeongguks smiles. but that smiles dissapears when he hears soft whimpers from the boy sleeping next to him, his body is slightly shaking and Jeongguk tighten his hold of the omega.

"It's okay love...it's alright...you're okay..." jeongguk keep murmuring those words until Taehyung stop shaking in his hold. He won't leave taehyung again..he made mistakes by filing to protect the younger boy and he won't do it again.

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Taehyug stare blankly at his flat stomach, it's been weeks but they still haven't dischagred him from the hospital because Taehyung is still in recovering and he needs theraphy for his leg to be able to well function again. Sometimes Taehyung still remember about his pregnancy and he can't forget the small bump around his stomach few months ago.

"I swear to god kid if you don't fucking eat your food i'm gonna have to shove it down your throat" Yoongi growl and Taehyung snapped from his own thought. The omega pouts and starts to put the strawberry into his mouth from his free hand. Jeongguk needs to go to finish some work that's why min yoongi is here, because jeongguk can't leave taehyung alone without someone to protect him.

"Hyung...i haven't seen Hoseok hyung...is-is he m-mad at me?" Taehyung finally asked the question. Since he was awake, he never see hoseok hyung coming to see him, when every jeongguk's family member always take time to visit him and bring home made food which the younger boy really like.

"He will be here, don't worry about it kid" Yoongi give his gummy smiles and Taehyung calms at that. He misses his sunshine hyung and not see him for a month really make Taehyung thinks that Hoseok is mad at him because of what happenned. Few hours after, Taehyung is peacefully sleeping when Hoseok finally come to see him. Yoongi look at him with a smile and motion hoseok to come in.

"Jimin told me you'd be here" said Hoseok

"Yeah...I-I wanna see him, how is he?" Hoseok just freeze in his space.

"You can look closer Hobi...he's not going anywhere"

Hoseok then walk closer until he can see clearly. He doesn't know why he feels so guilty when he looks at the younger boy. It wasn't his fault, was it? But why he can't erase the guilty feeling everytime he looks at Taehyung? Taehyung suddenly stir in his sleep and slowly opening his eyes. Hoseok starts to panic but Yoongi quickly stand up from his chair and walk towards hoseok, giving him a soft squeeze so that he would stay.

"Hoseok hyung!!" Taehyung chirps immediately and get up from his bed, wincing at the pain in his ribs.

"Yah kid just lay down! Jeongguk will kill me if anything happens to you!" Yoongi scold the younger and Taehyung can only pouts. All his hyungs are just there to scold him, not to entertain him.

"Hoseok hyung, i missed you, i met everyone but you...." Taehung gives Hoseok weakly smile and Hoseok can only shrug it off.

"D-do you hate me now hyung? that's why you didn't come to see me?" Taehyung look at him with watery eyes, Hoseok quickly shakes his head and holds the younger's hands.

"No Tae...of course not...how could i ever hate someone such a precious as you? You'll always be my dongsaeng...i'm just...hyung is sorry Tae...if it wasn't because--"

"You'll always be my hyung...hoseok hyung...nothing can change that" Taehyung give him his boxy smile and Hoseok can only walk closer and hug the younger, the feeling of relief come rushing in Hoseok's body once he knows Taehyung hold no grudge against him.

"Thank you Tae..." Hoseok kiss the younger forehead and smiles. They started to catching up things and Taehyung exictedly tell Hoseok about the days he's been spending at the hospitals. He even mentioned that he made friends with the nurses and another patient from the hospital when he was parciting his leg walking around the hospital. They were having fun when Jeongguk suddenly comes in with food on his hands. His eyes landed on Taehyung first but seeing his mate smiling widely, he turns his gaze to Hoseok.

"Hi ggukie...." greeted Taehyung but he catch the tension in the room. Jeongguk put the food down on the table and gives taehyung a peck on his forehead. Yoongi just want to get out of the room because if jeongguk stare to hoseok could kill, hoseok'd be dead by now.

"Yoongi, hyung, can you help me walk around for a bit? I haven't use my leg today..."

Without a question Yoongi just nods frantically and help taehyung. Before Yoongi could touch taehyung, Jeongguk swat yoongi's hands and glares at him.

"I can take him to walk around, thanks Yoongi" said Jeongguk coldly. Taehyung shove jeongguk away weakly, he doesn't want jeongguk keep getting angry at everyone, he needs the loving, caring jeongguk back.

"I want Yoongi hyung...just...just spend some time with Hoseok hyung for a bit...he missed you" taehyung whisper in Jeongguk ear...jeongguk stiff in his place and shakes his head lightly, Taehyung frowns and makes grabby hands to Yoongi, which Yoongil gladly taken the younger away from Jeongguk's hold.

"I'll be back Hoseok hyung...please stay" said Taehyung, hoseok nod slightly. When the two finally leave the room, Jeongguk let out a tired sigh and finally his eyes meet Hoseok's eyes. He opens his mouth but nothing come out from it, he close it again and turn his head to avoid looking at Hoseok.

"I'm sorry gguk" Hoseok bit his lips after he said it. He doesn't know if he's doing it right by apologizing, but at least he said it and if Jeongguk doesn't want to accept it, then he better off from here. Jeongguk gulps and shakes his head.

"No...hyung...i'm the one who should say sorry to you"

"W-what?"

"I...i don't know how to explain it but you did nothing wrong hyung...i'm the one who...i'm the one who shuts everyone out" Jeongguk whisper. Jeongguk look at him with confusion in his eyes.

"I'm...i'm angry at myself on how i keep failing to protect Taehyung..and now he..." jeongguk let out a sigh and continue

"He's still hurting physically....and i'm just...i don't know how to face you because i know how it feels to lost your mate. I lost Taehyung just for a few days before i found him barely breathing and i just wanted to die right there, because i can't live without him, and you...."

"I'm sorry you had to go through it alone hyung"

Hoseok didn't realize the tears that fall from his eyes until he blink his eyes and quickly he wipe the tears away. He smiles and nods, accepting Jeongguk's apology, and he just want to smile. He wants to smile so bad because he finally found closure. For the first time since he lost his mate, he doesn't feel that loneliness anymore.

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A/n:

wow that was quite a long chapter i write...hufff haha i feel that this chapter is not as good as before :(. For those who is wondering whether hoseok killed Jisoo or not, yes he did kill her, but i didn't show it explicitly because i don't think i can write the scene where hoseok killing her...i mean he's our sunshine and i just....can't :(

now i'm gonna go sleep! thank you for your votes and comments, i love reading your comments and it makes me happy, it always make me happy!! i love you guys so much and i hope you have a great day today! love and wuf you!

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