the way the words flowed out of your mouth like you've practiced so many times never failed to make me ache

did I miss how you never seemed to love me the same way,

or was I just blinded by the desperation to keep us together ?

did you love me

or did I just love for the both of us, alone.

was it my fault that I wasn't worth your love, or were you destined to be alone and I was collateral damage ?

through all our struggles I really thought it would be you,

but it turns out I was just loving for two.