"Did we land yet" I asked as I turned toward Ally. "Nah" She said as she yawned.

"My lil sis woke" I heard Jarad on her phone and it automatically brought a smile to my face. "Good afternoon bitches" He said through the phone. I rolled my eyes, Jarad was disrespectful in a loving way and nobody could pull it off like him.

I sat up and stretched, earning a small bark from inside my purse. I gasped "I really hope you didn't piss in my purse" I say as I grab my purse. I pull the blanket to see as sleeping Pugsly, barking and yipping in his dream. I just smiled and rolled my eyes.

"He pee" Ally asked.

I shook my head no as she leaned over to me so Jarad could see the both of us.

"So have you told Ski you're coming" He asked. I shook my head no. Ally nudged me. "Why not" She asked. I shrugged "Ion know man, ion really even feel like Ski want a kid. We've only been together for eight months and people are still talkin shit. They think I'm trynna get clout but that's not it at all. I love Stokeley" I say.

"That's exactly why you should tell him" Jarad said as he yawned.

I nodded

"How long have you been up?"

He shrugged. "Since 4 last night when I called (you". Ally sighed at him.

"You need to go to sleep" We both said in unison. He nodded without protest. He and Ally made kissy faces at the phone for like 5 minutes before they finally hung up and then Ally turned to me.

"Now I know fans aren't the only reason you haven't told Stokes you're pregnant so what's the deal?"

I sighed and stared at my lap.

"I'm scared Ally. This isn't good,Ski hasn't even reached his peak yet....I haven't even reached my peak yet and a kid would just get in the way. I don't have as much money as Ski and I don't want him to be the one that always has to buy the baby stuff like, I wanna be reliable too y'know and I ju-" Ally grabbed me by my chin and looked me dead in my eyes.

"Girl, shut the fuck up" She said as she let me go.

"I can tell that you already love this kid and you don't even know the gender yet. If you love it already then Stokeley is most definitely going to love it. Stop stressing yourself. You're just like J, all you guys do is stress" She said as she dug in her purse and pulled out some fruit gummies.

She handed me a pack.

"Have you been writing lately" She asked.

I shook my head no and she pulled out a notebook from her back and handed me a pen with it.

"It'll calm you down. It always works for J" She says.

I sigh. No use in not giving it a try

I begin to write.

I hold Ally's hand tight as fuck as we sit in the back of the cab with Jarad. He's on the phone with Ski.

"So you tellin me that (Y/n) didn't wanna come down here and you flew Ally out for no reason" His voice was tight. His voice always got tight when he was mad.

"Why the fuck wouldn't she want to come see me? Don't she know I miss her?!" He just sounded angrier and angrier. Ally squeezed my hand, urging me not to take the phone from my older brother as he just shrugged and let Ski ramble on.

"Ion know bruh. She sounded excited as fuck on the phone but then when Ally got to the airport she wasn't there. " Ally took the phone from him and leaned on him so Ski wouldn't see me.

"Guess she got cold feet or sum" She said with a shrug.

"what the fuck"

I could basically see the steam coming from his head as I glanced at the phone. Ski never turned red 'cause well....y'know but his face looked like he was about to pop a blood vessel. But suddenly his face softened and his brown eyes watered. He looked down.

"Aye, look. Im finna hit the studio so uh, yea. I'll see you later on today at the hotel" He said and before anyone could say goodbye he hung up.

My soul felt bout heavy as a motherfucker. I hated seeing Stokeley upset. It always broke my heart.

flash back

I stared at Ski Mask the Slump God from back stage as he spoke into the mic before the last song of the show.

"I recently lost my Vro. The best nigga I'd ever known in my life..He was my brother and -" He paused as he looked down at the floor. He brought one arm to his eyes as he brought up his other hand and signaled the dj for song.

NUMB began to blare through the speakers as Ski made an X with both his arms. My eyes watered as I stared at him.

That was the first time we'd ever even made eye contact as he brought the mic to his lips. "This is for you Jah"

End of flash back

My phone had been blowing up with messages from Stokeley ever since Ally told him that I wasn't coming to see him, back in the cab. I'd put it on silent but the messages had stopped about an hour ago, so I turned the volume back up.

I sat on the couch in the front room of the suite that Jarad and Stokeley had rented. We sat in silence, J and Ally all boo'ed up together while I sat with my head phones in listening to one of Ski's unreleased songs on repeat.

u and I

He was working on an Album titled Stokeley . I thought the name was kinda neat. I told him it was really that I liked the fact he used his actual name and not his rap name on a self-titled album. I mouthed the repeated words silently while playing with the hem of my shirt.

It was a bad habit and the reason that she bottom seams of all my shirts were fucked up.

I jumped when I felt something hit my face and saw a gummy roll down Stokeley's Prada Lipstick shirt. I took out one of my earbuds and looked at Jarad.

"What" I said.

"Stoke said he's finna be here in an hour. You finna take a shower or nah" He asked as Ally fed him another gummy bear. I stood and stretched as I nodded. "Alright, I'll be in the shower then" I said as I walked toward Ski's room.

I grabbed my LV duffle bag that Stokeley had bought for me as a first month anniversary gift. I thought it was so goofy I told him to take it back but he insisted I keep it, so I did. I pulled out a pink velvet lace set that I knew Stokeley loved, because it matched his pink durag.

I grabbed a pair of pink velvet thigh highs to go with the bra and panties and then I walked into the bathroom. I took a five minute shower and then I drew myself a bath. Stokeley always thought it was weird that I showered before I bathed but I always told him that bathing before you shower is gross because you're just sitting in your own dirt.

He never got it, no matter how much I explained but I'd managed to get him into the habit. I stayed in the tub for about twenty minutes before I felt my hands get a pruny and shit, so I decided to get out a get dressed.

I let my hair air dry because I knew that it'd be damp by the time Stokeley finally made it to the hotel.

I went to his closet and grabbed his vintage thrift store,black and white stripped shirt and threw it on before walking back into the living room to see J and Ally gone with a note on the table.

Went to get some food because J's hungry.

Think there's some icecream in the freezer, ik u nd J like ur sweets.

Anyways, Stokes should be back in about thirty mins so get

'comfortable'

be back soon.

-Lotti Lotti

I groaned and walked to the kitchen, going to the freezer and grabbing the icecream that was there. I grabbed the note and threw it in the trash, going into Stokes room and taking off his shirt. I turned on the tv and watched Adult Swim until I fell asleep.

"Run through my mind, It's you and I. No choosing sides. It's ride or die" I mumbled the lyrics to my favorite song off of the album I'd been working on in the studio. I was excited to show it to (Y/n) when she got here but when Ally said she decided not to come I wasn't sure how to feel. I felt like scrapping the song but I wasn't sure.

I pulled out my key card and opened the door to the suite that Jarad, me and Ally were staying in. I walked in to suite and plopped down on the couch. I sighed as I pulled out my phone and texted Juice to see where him and Ally were at.

I looked at (Y/n) contact in my phone- (Wifey/babymama/Everything💖🔐😍) She's my everything. I love her with all my fucking heart even though we've only been together for eight months, a little over half a year. I clicked her contact and sent her a text.

I'd been blowin her shit up ever since Ally told me she wasn't coming.

Me- I just called ya on ur cellphone

I sent it and leaned back on the couch, but then I heard a ding.

What the fuck

I rolled over as my phone dinged and saw it was a message from Stokeley,

(Daddy/loml/ heart nd soul) - I just called ya on ur cellphone

My phone dinged again, another text from him.

(Daddy/loml/ heart nd soul) - I just checked up on your location nd I saw u wasn't home.

I sighed. shit. I bet my ass he totally thinks I'm cheating now that he knows Im not at home. I sat up and texted him back.

Me- Im runnin outta breath just to make it home

I sent the message and heard a ding outside the door.

My eyes widened as I jumped out the bed and ran toward door. Just as I reached for the knob the door swung open and I was greeted by chocolate brown eyes. I fell into his chest and breathed in the scent of some LOUD ASS GASS.

My eyes rolled in the back of me head, I loved the way his gass mixed with his cologne. "Baby~" I whined into his chest. He held me super tight as he swayed us side to side.

"So we just be lyin now right" He said. I could hear the grin in his voice as I looked up at him. "It's a long ass story baby" I murmured against his chest. "We got all night" He said.

And right when he said that he grabbed me by my waist and tossed me on the bed. He kicked the door closed behind him, took of his shirt and shoes and then kicked them into the corner. I couldn't help but giggle at his eagerness.

I missed my baby so much.

He stared at me while standing at the edge of the bed, admiring my body. "Fuck, I love it when you wear pink" He says under his breath. I bite my lip. 'Now is like the only chance you finna have to tell him. Tell this nigga before he fucks your brains out ho!' My inner voice shouted at me.

Stokeley grabbed me by my ankle and I cold feel the cold radiating from his skin through my velvet thigh highs. He dragged me to the edge of the bed and spread my legs wide, not wasting any time in taking off my underwear, he simply pulled my panties to the side and shoved a finger in my pussy.

I moaned as he began to thrust his finger in and out of me.

"A-ah s-Stokeley, mm baby w-wait a minute" I managed to moan out as he added a second finger in me. "What's wrong baby? You already so wet for me" He said as he crouched down. He flicked his tongue against my clit, causing me to arch my back.

I pulled at the dreads that hung out of his pink durag. How convenient that we're matching.

"S-Stokeley, baby wait- Ungh~ there's sum r-really import- oh fuck! Sum really important I gotta tell you " I whined as he added another finger to my core, he lifted his head from my clit and his lust filled eyes met mine.

"I'm listening baby" He said.

I squirmed under him. He was fingering me just right, shit.

I gripped the bedsheets as I tried to get my words straight. "Just spit it out baby" Stokeley says in my ear, making my eyes shoot open. I didn't realize he'd gotten so close to me. I grabbed his arm to stop his fingers from thrusting in and out of me because he knows I can's speak when I'm on the verge of cumming.

He looked at me confused as he saw I was serious.

"What (Y/n)" He says as he sits up on his knees. I scan his body. The tent forming in his purple navy print BAPE shorts.

"I-uh" I couldn't meet his eyes, I was so damn scared that this would fuck everything up."I-I um"

"(Y/n), what is it" He asks, his voice serious now. I can hear the bit of anger in his voice as he assumes the worst of me already. Before i can open my mouth again, he sucks his teeth and gets of the bed.

"Stokeley, where are you-"

"Don't fucking Stokeley me (Y/n). I knew it" He seethed out as he grabbed his shirt.

"Knew what" I said with an attitude, already knowing what he was thinking.

"Yo ass cheated on me!" He shouted.

I sucked my teeth.

"Nigga, you're dumber than I thought. Are you fucking stupid?! Why would I cheat on you Stokeley? You-"

He interrupts me

"Ion kno, tell me (Y/n). Why would you cheat on me!" He yells at me, getting in my face now.

I raise my brow at him. I know this tums bum ass lookin, Pillsbury dough havin' Toosie slide lookin' nigga did not just interrupt me and get in my face.

"Nigga..." I paused as he stared in my eyes. I felt his breath on my lips. "Stokeley, I'm pregnant" I say as I stare at his lips. Anywhere to avoid his eyes.

He grabs my chin and forces me to stare into his eyes. "Is it mine" He asks, his voice hard and cold. I furrowed my brow. "Of course, Stokeley" I say, my voice small. He lets my chin go and smashes his lips unto mine.

~~~~SEXY TIME BC IM SUPPOSED TO BE DOIN A TEST RN~~~~

Even though the pink lingerie set I was wearing was Stokeley's favorite, he didn't waste anytime tearing it off my body.

He pushed me down on the bed and thrust two fingers into my pussy fast as fuck.

"Ungh~ daddy! not so hard, Ah!" I squirmed and tried to shut my legs but he used one hand to keep them apart. "Why didn't you wanna tell me (Y/n)? You think I ain't finna claim my kid? That what it is, huh"

He flicked his tongue against my clit the way he knew I loved and curled his finger against my g-spot.

"Ugh~ Da-daddy it's not like that. It's ju- we-we're both so busy, a-and I didn't think you'd have time for a child"

He pulled his fingers out of me and brought them to my mouth, I sucked on the tips of his fingers before he forced them into my mouth completely.

"Bullshit baby, you know I always got time for anything that deals with you"

He pulled his fingers out of my mouth roughly and lined himself up with my pussy. He rubbed his index finger across my lips. "Ready baby?" I nodded, my eyes half lidded as he pushed his tip in and out of me.

He was so fucking big.

"S-stop teasing me" I whined.

He pushed into me hard with a controlled pace and evident aggression. Stoke hated when I kept secrets from him.

He lifted my leg unto his shoulder and wrapped one fat ass hand around my neck. I tried to grab his wrist for some sort of stability but he slapped my hands away.

"You don't get to fucking touch me" He growled out. I whimpered underneath him as I clenched my pussy just the way he liked it, feeling his dick glide quick against my walls. "Fucking months without yo beautiful ass and for a whole month you been pregnant" He put his free hand against my stomach gently, still restricting my airflow.

"A-ah i-im so s-sorry daddy. I w-was-" He brought his hand to my clit and rubbed hard.

"Nah, princess-" He paused, panting as he went to work on my pussy. He pulled out and flipped me over. I arched my back without him having to tell me and he smacked my ass hard.

"We finna have twins baby"

I felt his breath against my ear as he pressed his sweaty body against mine. "clench dat cat roun fi mi dick babygirl." I arched my back as Stokeley hit my g-spot and my pussy clenched.

It always threw me over the edge when he spoke in Patois.

I pushed my ass back against his hips as I came, grippin' the bedsheets and shit.

"F-fuck daddy~" I whined as he kept on hittin my pussy like a fuckin demon. He rolled me on my side, smacked my ass and pulled my hair. "bitch watch my bundles" I managed to whine out as he began pulling my hair hard as his thrusts got sloppy.

"Im finna cum in this pussy baby" He said as he loosened the grip on my hair. I moaned as his thrusts slowed down. He continued to hit my g-spot hard as he moaned my name under his breath.

"Lemme ride you 'till you cum baby" I moaned from underneath him as he ran one hand against my belly. He moaned as he pulled out of me and I could see the pre-cum on his tip. I climbed on top of him, grabbing his dick and teasing my entrance with it.

"Damn, papi~ungh!" I moaned excessively loud as I lowered myself down unto him.

I wasn't Hispanic but I knew he loved it when I called him papi.

He grabbed my hips and began thrusting into me, slow but rough. His thrusts were sloppy, making it a bit awkward to keep a good pace but I felt the familiar knot build up in my stomach as I felt another orgasm coming on.

"Stokeley Fuck! I'm gonna cum again~" I moan as I claw at his chest. He speeds up his awkward pace and I can feel his dick twitch in me as we get closer to our high. "Who's pussy is this" He suddenly growls out as he grabs my neck.

"Yours!"

We make eye contact and I feel his thumb moving in vigorous circles against my clit before everything gets bright and I feel my body convulse with pleasure as I cum.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"So, um....are we gonna keep the baby" I ask Stokeley as we both lay on new clean sheets and blankets.

"babies" He says in plural. "And yes, we're keeping them"

"But I'm only pregnant with one" I says as I look into his chocolate brown orbs.

he grins at me.

"Not wit how we just fucked baby, we finna have twins"

I rolled my eyes as I brought my lips to his.

"I love you Mr.Goulbourne" I say as I pull away from him.

"I love you more Mrs. Goulbourne"

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