'You childish, lil nigga ima grown up! '

I walked down the hall with my earbuds in, mouthing NLE Choppa's part of Holy Moly by Blueface.

I thanked the lord that I was barely 5'1 and as thick as three Ap history books put together so I could move easily through the halls without getting crushed by other bodies. Or at least so I thought as I bumped into the only bitch that I hated.

oops , didn't mean to curse but she deserved it.

"Move bitch" Amber and her posse glared at me. I simply rolled my eyes and side stepped around her but one of her bitches just had to bump me.

I stumbled back, tripping over Amber in the process and landing on my ass. I felt my eyes water. 'You're a big girl. You're a big girl. Big girls don't cry' I tried to chant my motto in the back of my head but as soon as I heard Amber yelling at me the tears came pouring.

"Aww look, the baby is crying" She said as she laughed at me.

That made me mad.

I stood up and wiped my eyes.

"Lil bitch, I'm a grown up" I growl out as I push her hard. She stumbles into a locker.

'Oh shit'

It was like the world froze as the remaining people in the hallway paused to stare at us. Amber's posse tried to help her away from the lockers but she pushed them away and came stalking toward me quick. She raised her hand high and it came down to quick for me to dodge as I felt her Chanel ring collide with my cheek bone. The rhinestones in her ring got well acquainted with my face as her friends pulled me to the ground and let her mull me with bitch slaps.

I tried to fight back but it was five against one. I got a couple good jabs in but that just made them angrier. I threw a left hook at Amber's eyes but since I was on the ground, I misjudged the distance and hit her in the titty. She let out a yelp and I readied myself for the ring studded blow I was about to get just as I felt myself being pulled from underneath the group of girls.

"NOw yOu ALl KNoW ThAt FiGHtinG is NoT TolERatED At My ScHoOL" The voice of the principle yelled as she gripped me hard by my forearm. "Why are you holding me, I was getting my ass kicked!" I shouted. 'no use in lying, I was really getting whooped'

"I saw the beginning of the fight ms. (l/n) you were the one who struck first"

'The fuck this bitch just say-'

"Oh fuck to the naw, If you was watching the shits then I know you saw that bum bitch Kylie push me back in Amber when I tried to get out of the way! bitch" I shouted.

'oops'

The principle's face turned red as the twenty some odd students in the hall started laughing.

'shit'

I sat my ass in ISS with all the other hooligans. The ISS teacher was shocked when she saw me and had me sit beside her all morning so I could tell her the story of what happened.

"You know the white folks always go for the good little black kids, honey" She said. "Just gotta keep your head up" I shrugged as I lied my head down against the desk. "Go on and sit in the back baby, Ima let you keep your phone" She said.

That made me smile, my day was beginning to brighten up.

I sat in the back with my phone playing candy crush when I heard the door to the ISS room squeal open. I peeked out from my cubicle to see two boys into the room. One with Black and Yellow dreads and the other with just plain black dreads.

They both had a few face tats and I knew both of them by reputation only.

"Hey auntie" One of them said.

"Mhm, Hello Stokeley" She eyed the one with all black dreads before looking at the other. "Mh, Jahseh" She said as she shook her head at the boys. They both chuckled and took what I assumed to be their usual seats, two desks away from me.

The room was basically empty with only six people in it. Me and the Two boys I now knew to be Stokeley and Jahseh included. Jahseh began making a beat on his desk and Stokeley began to freestyle to it.

"Like it's Noah's Ark, that pussy wet no water park"

"Aye" Jahseh said right after him.

"HEY!" The teacher of the ISS room shouted at both the boys, causing the other three sleeping people in the room to wake up mumbling.

"shit" Stokeley said.

"Lil boy, if you curse so vulgar again, Ima slap you silly into next week. "

I stifled a giggle. I didn't want too much attention drawn to me. Unfortunately nothing was going my way today. I felt a pair of eyes on me as I layed my head down against the desk, trying not to laugh too hard. I looked back to see the boy with the half black, half yellow hair -Jahseh, giving me a glare.

"So you think my nigga gettin' in trouble funny right?" He said in a deep voice. I felt my eyes water. 'Big girls don't cry. Big girls don't cry'

"N-nah" I said, in the most grown voice I could muster.

"Good" He said as his dark eyes bored into mine. "Cause I was there when shawty was whoopin yo ass so you aint got no room for talkin" He said.

I quickly turned away from him as I felt hot tears slide down my face. "Asshole" I muttered under my breath, my voice cracking.

"Aye, leave her alone. That was a jump" I heard another deep voice say.

I held back a sniffle as I turned around to see the boy with the all black dreads- Stokeley, walking toward me.

"Sorry about him. He's an ass" He says as he sits next to me. I heard the other boy scoff as he pulls up a chair on the other side of me. "Whatever, I just aint finna let no jit be laughing at my nigga ya feel me" I rolled my eyes as I sniffled. "Especially not no crybaby ass jit either" He said. I felt my eyes water again.

"Boy, leave her the hell alone" The ISS teacher spoke. I looked up at her.

"Thanks mama" I say.

"Oh shit, that's your moms" Jahseh says.

I shrug

"She a friend of my aunt. Me and my momma aint close" I say as I wipe my eyes.

"Oh, my bad then" Jahseh says as he averts his eyes away from mine. I shrug again. "Doesn't matter" I say as I look back down at my phone, restarting my game.

"But it does" Stokeley says as he reaches around me and smacks Jahseh up the back of his head. "Dumb nigga" He mumbled under his breath as Jahseh rubs his head whining.

"Damn Stokeley Pokeley. I thought you loved me" He says with a fake whine. I can't help but laugh and they both smile at me. "Bruh, y'all are childish" I say with a giggle. "uh doyy" Stokeley says as he looks at me stupid. I laugh some more.

They make me laugh till the point where my stomach hurts and tears are rolling down my cheeks.

"And this nigga- this nigga, with only his eyes above the water. Just staring like dead at me- this nigga starts swimmin' in circles like 'im aight'" He says and all three of us burst out laughing.

"Oh my god, Im dead as fuck" I say and just as I finish the bell rings. Our smiles fade to grins as we stand up.

"Aye, well uh, I never got yo name tho" Stokeley says as they both stand in front of me.

I shrug. 'no harm in it' I tell myself.

"(Y/n) or (Y/n/n)" I say, giving them my nick name as I pick up my bag and step past them. I begin walking out the ISS room door when my face collides with silicone.

'bitches be bonkers i swear'

I heard the clatter of plastic on concrete.

'Lord please no'

I look down with my eyes wide as I see my red, thick plastic pacifier on the ground.

"What the fuck!" Amber's shrill voice is in my face as she bends down the grab my paci by the pink/red cord it hangs on. 'Jesus how could I be so damn stupid' I look into the main pocket of my bag to see the the zipper was open enough to the point where someone could stick their hand in. I see all my stuff.

Suddenly my bag is torn from my back as Im shoved to the ground. I feel my knees scrape hard against the concrete and I can't stop my eyes from watering for the third time today.

"Stop it" I shout as I reach up for my bag that's given to Amber. I'm pushed back down as she rummages through my stuff.

"Oh my fucking God! What are you? A child?!" She shouts as she begins to tear everything from my bag.

"A fucking Batman sippy cup! A stuffed bear with a tie!" She says as she throws my bear on the ground. She steps on my bear and I feel myself sob.

"Theodore" I shout as I reach toward my bear. It was the only thing my actual mom had gotten for me before she sent me away to live with my aunt. I feel shoes on my finger and I couldn't stop myself from letting out a scream as I held my hand to my chest.

"Another pacifier, Jesus you're a fucking baby" Amber shouts as she holds my bag upside down and dumps out the rest of my belonging. Her and her friends stomp on all my shit and she dumps the rest of her Starbucks coffee on it before throwing the cup at me.

"That's fucking disgusting, you weirdo bitch" She says as she kicks my stuff one more time before walking away.

The tears keep flowing from my eyes as I slowly gather up all my stuff, covered in Caramel Frappe and dirt. I shove it all in my bag with my good hand, that isn't throbbing because it wasn't stepped on. I grabbed my bag and zipped it back up as I continued the walk home crying.

Cars drove past me and the people in them stared at me but never slowed and spared a second glance. Except one car. A black Toyata with tinted window slowed down beside me. I kept my head down, trying to keep my sobs and whimpers to a minimum as I sped up my walking. But the burning ache in my knees was making it difficult.

I heard the window roll down and I was so relieved when I saw the faces of Stokeley and Jahseh.

"Aye vro shit!" Jahseh said as he saw my shaking and bruised hand clutched to my chest.

"What the fuck!" Stokeley hoped out his car quick as he grabbed my face with both hands and began wiping away my tears. It just made me cry harder and he pulled me into his chest. "Shh babygirl, shh" He whispered as he smoothed my hair back.

He smelled like weed and Polo cologne, so good. I heard Jahseh stalking up behind both of us. He put his hand on my shoulder and turned me to look at him. "Who the fuck did this" He said, angrily. My eyes watered again at his tone of voice and his eyes suddenly softened. "Dude what the fuck" Stokeley whisper-yelled at him.

"Shit, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say it like that" Jahseh said as he stepped closer to me. Stokeley shook his head as he pulled me against his side and took me toward his car. "Jah, you driving" He said. Jahseh nodded and hopped in the front.

"Now tell us who did this babygirl" Stokeley said in a soft voice that made my body warm. I shook my head. "It's nothing Stokeley" I say as I stare at my hands in my lap. He grabs me by my chin and makes me look up at him. "Don't lie to me (Y/n/n) Who did this" I sniffled and felt more hot tears run down my cheeks as I told him everything

~~~~~~~

"So shit, you're a little" Jahseh says, as we all sit in Stokeley's car at the end of my street. I'd called my aunt and told her I'd made some new friends I planned on hanging out with. She simply told me to be safe and that she loved me.

I nodded at Jah's question as he sat beside on my left side and Stokeley at my right. Stokeley rubbed my shoulder gently. "Damn, if I wasn't a nigga I'd beat the shit outta all them hoes" Jah said as he cracked his knuckles. Obviously still made at the fact that I'd been jumped for the second time in one day. I couldn't help but laugh, even though my throat was raw from all the crying.

"They wuined alls of my stuffs" I said as I grabbed my bag and handed it to Jah. He looked into my bag to see all my things covered in dirt and Frappe. "VRO, they some hoes for real" He groaned out. Obviously frustrated.

He pulled out his phone and made a call.

"Aye, hey baby" He said.

I hummed in curiosity.

"He's talking to his girl. She's a little too but she hides it at school" Stokeley whispers in my ear, his breath hot against it. I couldn't help but shudder as his hand moved slowly from my shoulder to my hip.

"Yea, nah I'm chilling with Ski and this girl (Y/n/n)" He said.

"Ski?" I ask. Stokeley looks down at me as I stare up at him and smiles. "Hey babygirl"

'Who the fuck is that?' I heard her voice over the phone and I flinched at her tone. She sounded mad.

"Girl don't get jealous. She's a friend, no cap. I met her in ISS today. She already like a lil sister to me and so I called because that bitch Amber and the rest of her crew has been fuckin with her lately" He says into the phone.

I heard her hum.

'And you want me to whoop some ass, daddy' She says, her tone changing into a childish one.

He chuckles and hums into the phone.

"What I tell you about cursing baby. Don't make me punish you" He says, as he glances at Stokeley and I with his signature goofy ass grin. Ski just rolls his eyes as he stares back down at me, drawing shapes in my hips.

"Its finna be alright babygirl. Jenesis finna come and whoop they asses" He said. I could help but laugh. "Fucks yea" I say as I smile but Stokeley frowns at me. "No cursing" He says and I nod back, putting my head down as I feel my face heat up. He grabs my chin and makes me look at him.

"Im not mad at you (Y/n/n). But little girls don't need to be cursing" He says as he pinches my side like a momma at church.I slapped his arm. "Meanie" I grumbled as I scooted away from him. Jahseh pulled me over to him with a laugh and I nuzzled underneath his arm. "Big bwother" I whined out.

Jah laughed as he held unto me with one arm.

"Ski bein' mean to you" He said as he looked down at me. I nodded as I crossed my arms. "You want me to beat'em up" He said. I nodded again. He shrugged. "Throw em up vro. You aint finna mess wit my lil sis" Jah said

I stuck my tongue out at Stokeley.

"Nigga just three hours ago you was talm bout how she shouldn't be laughin at cho nigga. Witcho simp lookin ass. And why da fuk am i gettin beat up. She aint mine" Stokeley said as he crossed his arms.

My heart dropped a bit as my smile fell.

Jahseh looked down at me.

"He didn't mean that (Y/n/n). His bum ass been talkin bout you since we left ISS. All like 'damn I was that was my shawty.' His bum ass was all 'Vro she bad as fuck. Im trynna be her daddy' With his lame ass. He a real simp when it comes to littles" Jahseh said. I couldn't help but laugh at his impression of Stokeley's voice.

I looked over to see Stokeley just staring out the window with his arms crossed pouting. I tugged on his sleeve gently. "Stokewey" I said softly. He just grunted as he glanced back at me. Jah punched his arm. "Nigga don't be like that" He said. "Stokewey pokewey" I muttered as I leaned against him. "I sowwy. I won't curses no mores" I say as I look up at him through my eyelashes. He gave me a small smile.

"Do you have a daddy, babe" He asked as he turned fully toward me now. I heard Jah's fingers tap against his screen and I assumed he was texting his girl.

I shook my head no.

"No, all da boys at da schoow are dummies" I say as I lean against him. "Well Im a dummy too babe, but you like that right" He said as his hand trailed down to my hips again and then toward my inner thigh. He made diamond shapes on my thigh as I nodded.

"Use your words baby" He said as he looked down on me. I nodded again "Yeth daddy, I wike it when yhu ack siwwy" I say. His hand trails further up and his index finger move fast across my slit causing me to let out a surprised moan.

My eyes get wide as Stokeley clamps his entire hand against my pussy and I look over at Jah.

"Sooo, Ima hop in the front and drive to Jens place" He says as his face turns a shade of red. I bury my head into Stokeley's side as he rubs me through my shorts with two fingers.

"Lemme lay down the rules for you baby" He says as he grabs my chin.

"Rule 1 -Always look at me when I speak to you.Rule 2 -Never back talk me.Rule 3 -I don't care who does what, never give me no stank attitude-" He pauses as he leans down to whisper in my ear 'unless yuh want mi to spank yuh mamas' He whispered in my ear as I felt his cold fingers against my panties. I was unsure how he'd undid the zipper to my shorts but I didn't mind it. I held unto his shirt as he played with my clit through my panties, trying to pay close attention to the rest of the rules. "Rule 4 -No cursing. Rule 5 -Ion care where we are or who we're with you will always call me daddy whenever I tell you to" He says as he nips my ear.

I nod at him as I try to hold back a moan.

"Rule 6 -Always use your words" He says right as he moves my panties to the side and shoves a finger into my pussy. I gasp and clenched unto his BAPE shirt. "Ah, daddy" I spoke under my breath as my eyes met Jah's in the rearview mirror.

"So um, my baby aint here and I can't be doin allat wit her so like yea. Like stop allat gay shit okay vro like damn."