I held the pregnancy test in my hand. "Fuck nah, this shit lyin" I said to myself as I felt tears begin to well up in my eyes. Our dog, Pugsly came and nuzzled his head underneath my arms as I threw the pregnancy test on the ground as I dropped my head into my hands.

"Stokeley you fucking idiot!"

~Flash Back~

"Come on baby. Ain't nobody finna hear us" Stoke said as he kissed up and down my neck. I moaned but pushed him away.

"Babe no. You need to be recording, you promised the fans and me a new EP" I said with my arms crossed.

He pouted his lips as he crossed his arms. I killed the roach left over from the blunt before looking him again and rolling my eyes.

"Stoke we don't eve have a condom" I said. He rolled his eyes "I'll cum on your back baby, Just-" He sucked his teeth at me for having to beg. "Please? Daddy really needs to feel that tight pussy on his dick" He said as he palmed himself through his ripped, black Ksubi jeans, letting out a low groan that he knew always turned me on.

I groaned as I removed my shirt and crawled over to him.

He let out a giddy giggle as he pulled me over top of him.

"Just don't forget to pull out dummy" I said right as his lips crashed unto mine.

~End of Flash Back~

We were always so careful. We'd made sure to never be too drunk or high and to always carry a condom. But we hadn't fucked in a minute since he'd just come back from a month at Rolling Loud and went straight to recording the new EP.

Now he was on a mini tour and it'd be another three months before he came back and another whole month before he had a break. I sighed as I stood, and bent over to grab the pregnancy test.

I suddenly got dizzy and felt sick, good thing I was over the toilet because I instantly vomited.

I'd called my brother Jarad and told him and Ally the situation. He told me that Ski's manager decided to make his U.S tour a world tour and that Ski wasn't going to be back home for another Six months and that he'd only have a week long break in August.

What the Fuck!

I told him to come and get me. I actually fucking demanded it. He told me he couldn't but then Ally took the phone.

"Lotti Lotti" She said.

I laughed on the other end.

"J said he's gonna slide me some racks for a two way ticket to L.A tomorrow. We're leaving for Texas in a week so you have all day today and until 6'o'clock tomorrow to get a couple of bags ready and meet me at the airport. " She said.

"Alright" I said, already packing my face wash products and getting cloths together for the next six months. I knew I didn't need all the cloths I was packing because Stokeley would take me shopping the moment he saw me. He always loved to take me shopping whenever he went on tour without me. So instead of taking six months worth of cloths I took three. I took about five months worth of underwear because I never liked putting on the same pair after me and Stokeley fucked and he always like to wash cloths immediately.

Me and Ally stayed on the phone for about two hours until Jarad said he wanted his phone back. He put me on speaker and I said my goodbye's to both of them and told Ally I'd see her tomorrow.

___________

I woke up at three a.m to the sound of my phone buzzing. I looked at the contact info and saw it was Jarad.

"Hello" I said in a groggy voice.

"Okay so me and Ally were lookin at the tickets apparently they're for six a.m NOT six p.m." He said frantically. I jolted up quick but then groaned at the sudden pain that came to my head. I grabbed my head as I swung my legs out of bed and walked toward my closet, putting Jarad on speaker phone and grabbing a change of cloths as he spoke.

I grabbed a matching set of plain black underwear. Which consisted of high wasted lace panties and a lace cup bra. I grabbed a pair of Balmain sweatpants, Stokeley's Prada lipstick shirt and a pair of Gucci socks with a pair of white crocs

I grabbed my phone from the dresser as I walked into the bathroom.

"Okay okay. Alright Jarad, I get it. I'm about to get in the shower. It'll only be thirty minutes, promise. Then I'll call an Uber and I'll meet Ally at the airport" I said.

I heard him hum a yes into the phone.

"Ally's plane left at like Seven o'clock yesterday. I think it's almost four over in L.A so you have two hours (Y/n). Ally will call when she get's off her plane at exactly five-thirty. If you're not at the airport at five-fifty, I don't think I'll be able to fly you out in time before we get to Europe" He said.

I hummed an alright into the phone before saying bye and hanging up.

I stripped quick and took at shower, getting my hair wet but deciding not to do a shampoo was on it. I co-washed and combed it out before hopping out the shower and throwing it into a nappy ass ponytail.

I dried off as quick as I could, water-washed my face. I brushed my teeth and then got dressed. I slapped some eco-gel unto my edges and called the Uber.

"I'll be there in fifteen minutes ma'am" The boy on the line said. I looked at the time seeing at was almost five thirty.

"Look kid, I have to be at the airport at no later than five-fifty five. If I'm not on my plane by five-fifty eight, I can kiss my baby good bye. So I suggest you run red light. I'll give you a big tip" I said not even waiting for him to reply before I hung up.

I ran downstairs with all my bags, waking Pugsly in the process. I gasped.

"Shit, Pugsly I almost forgot about you." Since pugsly was a baby it wasn't hard to fit him in my over-sized purse. Hopefully they wouldn't search to deep in my bag. I grabbed his dark brown blanket he always sleeps on and gently shoved him in my purse, wrapping my blanket around him.

I heard a honk outside and I look down at my phone to see that it was only five-thirty five.

I ran out to the Uber with my bags and the boy got out the car to help me. "Big trip" He asked. I simply nodded before closing the trunk and jumping in the passengers seat.

"Uh, you're supposed to be in the back" He said. I rolled my eyes, reached in my pocket and took out two blue faces.

"Keep the change kid" I said as I looked ahead to the road.

~~~~~~~TIME SKIP CUS THIS HO IS GETTIN LONG~~~~~~~

I met Ally at the airport at five-fifty and we were the first in line for the flight to begin. We went through to detector and they searched our bags and purses. Thankfully they didn't find Pugsly so I didn't have to leave him in that cold ass storage holder underneath the plane.

Me and Ally sat in first class.

The moment my ass met the chair I was out.