The week went on, Louis avoiding Harry and Harry avoiding Louis. There was an unspeakable tension between the two men, making it rather awkward to be around each other. School went smoothly for Louis and work went well for Harry.

Louis did have contact to Vic and she did come over a couple of times. Harry's face seemed to grow more and more frustrated each time she showed up. Harry didn't see Amelia again.

It was the day of Vivian's party. Louis strolled over to Jess after school, kicking a stone away with his feet as he bit down on his lip. Vic was nice to him. But he wasn't in love. He waited for Liam's words to become true but they didn't. She went too fast. But he was going to tell her.. At least today at the party.

"Hiya, mate." Jess grinned as she opened the door, letting Louis step inside watching him place his bag down before he slowly turned around, tugging on the hem of his sweater.

"Hey, Jess.. I don't know with whom else I could talk ..I really need to tell you something," Louis said quietly and felt his eyes start to water lightly, cheeks flushing with embarrassment but he just had to tell someone he trusted. And he did trust Jess.

Jess cooed, "aw of course, Lou, let's go to my room okay? Mom isn't home so we're alone I promise I won't tell anyone," she smiled and walked in front of Louis up into her room, sitting down on her bed to look up at brown haired boy.

"Shoot."

"I think I'm gay," Louis blurted out, nervous eyes glancing up at Jess as his lower lip trembled. He didn't know why, maybe it was just the tension that fell off him as he said those words.

"I was wondering when you'd notice.. I know," Jess smirked and flicked an eyebrow up at Louis who looked completely lost.

"W-what?" He sniffled and stood in front of her, blushing softly.

"One can almost see it in your eyes, Lou. You definitely shouldn't be ashamed of that, two of my best friends are gay. I don't mind a third one joining.. Even if all look hella fine and it sucks that they turn gay around me," Jess laughed and gently opened her arms for Louis.

Louis laughed softly and took a step forward, hugging himself to Jess.

"Just tell Victoria, though. Why did you notice that anyways? I'm curious. Have you had some manly frickle-frackle?" Jess smirked.

"I will, definitely!! She's sweet and I don't want to be mean to her.. Nor hurt her." Louis mumbled before he tilted his head to the side, "what is frickle-frackle..?"

"Sex.. I just meant if you got intimate with a boy or how did you notice?" Jess smiled and withdrew gently, pulling Louis next to her on the bed instead. They were looking up at the ceiling, hands entwined on their bellies.

"I feel attracted to them.. It's a little hard to figure out what I'm feeling," Louis whispered and sighed, closing his eyes, "Vic is beautiful. But.. She doesn't arouse me. I don't like to touch her it's just.. It feels weird. Like you touching a girl, somehow it feels wrong." Louis sighed and ran a hand through his hair.

"Hell, yes you're fucking gay, Lou," Jess laughed lightly before she kissed Louis' cheek and sighed.

"Well.. You got your eyes on someone?" She wiggled her eyebrows causing Louis to shove her gently. Even though he really liked Jess, he couldn't tell her. He couldn't tell that he longed for Harry, longed for a man that was ten years older than him.

"No.. I'm just worried. Y'know Harry? I told you about him.. He adopted me. He kind of came in my room when Vic got down on me and-" Louis blinked quickly, "he didn't speak much to me afterwards. He seems to be a little lost.. He keeps avoiding me. Busying himself with work. It just hurts because I need someone to take care of me, l-like fatherly I suppose."

Jess hummed quietly and sighed, moving around until she could rest her head on Louis' tummy.

"Maybe he's just trying to process that he has to let you go.. My mom was the same. She wouldn't talk to me as I got my first boyfriend because I've just been with him and apparently she was just.. Trying to let go. In a wrong way," she smiled encouragingly and looked up.

"We talked and now we're really close again. Maybe talking to Harry solves your problems? Just try and tell him how you feel.. He has to understand," Jess smiled softly and winked.

"You got it, Lou."

Louis sighed and bit down on his lip. He liked the idea of Harry and him getting real close. But that was just an evidence of how fucked up his mind was.

"Thanks, Jess.." He whispered and covered his eyes with his hands, "it's okay, Louis. You wanna help me with my hair now?" Jess grinned and hummed happily before she got up, taking Louis hand to pull him up as well.

"Of course, m'lady", Louis rolled his eyes gently and laughed, starting to get ready with Jess.

~

"Duh you look nice. I bet you're going to have lots of boys drooling over you.." Jess smirked as she opened another button of Louis' black shirt. It revealed a little of his chest. Grey skinny jeans and black boots completed his outfit. Jess styled his hair up into a quiff, making Louis look absolutely stunning.

"If you weren't like a brother to me, I'd be all over you already," Jess laughed causing Louis to blush. "You look very pretty, too."

Jess grinned and flicked her hair off her shoulder, "ta, I know."

Louis just chuckled and looked up as Vic made her way towards them. "Tell her, Lou. It's for the best," Jess smiled and rubbed Louis' back. "You've got this." Louis smiled at her in thanks and inhaled deeply bracing himself up before he walked over to Vic, shoving his hands in his pants.

"Hey, can we talk?" He offered her a gentle smile.

"Sure, what's up?" She bit down on her lip and cleared her throat.

"I.. I can't do this. I've been confused about us for quite some time but now I know that this just won't work out.. And it isn't because of you. It's because I just discovered I'm gay."

Vic sucked in a harsh breath and blushed brightly, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear, "do I disgust you?" She said quietly and looked up at Louis with sad eyes.

"No!" He said quietly and shook his head, "you're a beautiful girl and I really hope that there's a boy out there who's gonna treat you like very good. It's just not me.. I'm thankful that you helped me find out my sexuality though. I really am," Louis smiled.

"I'm sorry.." Vic smiled softly and bit her lip, "that's probably the sweetest break-up I've ever had.."

"Please watch out for yourself, Vic. I just want you to have a nice gentle caring boyfriend who loves you.. "

"Thanks, Louis." She said softly and nodded slowly.

"Friends?"

"Friends."

~

Vivian's party was loud. Full of drunk or high people. Some even were both. Louis stood together with Jess and a cup of Coca Cola at the stairs watching everything. To their left, people were doing shots. To the right, people sniffed something white that looked very much like flour. Louis forgot the name it was just something with Coca..?

Mommy and daddy did that too. Louis always found it funny. He liked to draw pretty picture in the flour when daddy and mommy forgot to put it away. Mommy would scold him if she caught Louis. He never understood why.

"Do you wanna join Liam and Zayn?" Jess yelled over the music and Louis just nodded, not even understanding her question but he followed her nevertheless. He wasn't used to crowded rooms or music that loud. He felt helpless.

They sat down on a couch next to the couple that smirked softly at them.

"Hi..." Liam mouthed and giggled softly, hiding himself in Zayn's neck. "He's a little tipsy.." Zayn explained and chuckled, patting Liam's neck who suddenly stiffened.

"Want daddy's dick up my ass.." He said, not very quietly and tugged on Zayn's earlobe teasingly who just chuckled and looked down at Liam.

"Oh, you do?" Zayn licked his lips before he eyed Jess and Louis. A very flustered looking Louis. Daddy? Why was Liam calling Zayn daddy.. Wasn't that supposed to sound odd? Why did he like it then.. Louis sighed and buried his face in his hands.

"Mate, you seem like you could have some.. It makes you forget everything for a while," Zayn chuckled having a very horny Liam squirming against his side as he raised a bottle of wine over to Louis.

"Probably the best for starters huh? That sweet shit will only make you vomit.. Just stick to that," Zayn chuckled before he turned to Liam again.

Louis eyed the bottle of wine and then Jess again, "will you take care of me? Make sure I come home safely? I just don't want to think anymore today.." Louis muttered and leaned against her causing Jess to smile gently.

"Sure, go ahead. But keep it easy, Lou."

He nodded and opened the bottle of wine, bringing it to his lips. It tasted disgusting but Louis didn't care anymore after the bottle was half empty. He felt funny.. His head was spinning beautifully and he giggled, clinging to Jess softly. The four of them moved to cuddle up on the couch, Jess telling Louis funny story that brought tears to Louis' eyes. His belly hurt from laughing so much.

"M glad I have y'all," Louis hiccuped and smiled, cuddling against Zayn's chest together with Liam and Jess who laid on his.

"We're glad we got to know you, Louis aren't we, boys?" Jess chuckled quietly and hummed as they agreed. 30 minutes later, Zayn disappeared upstairs together with Liam.

"Wheretheygoin?" Louis pouted softly as Jess helped him up and brought him out of the vibrating house.

"Fucking." Jess shrugged.

"Ohhhhhh," Louis giggled and stumbled once they got outside, "that's nice?"

"Yes, it's nice for them," Jess chuckled softly and helped Louis up before they made their way down the street. "I dunno if Harry's home yet.." Louis said sadly, leaning against Jess slowly.

"Well, we'll see," she smiled softly.

~

Harry was furiously trying to get a grip of himself. He called her. Why? Because Louis just didn't want him and the boy made him so frustrated, sad, angry and horny it was a terrible mix.

And now he was on a party, probably snogging one girl after the other. Or maybe that Vic girl. Harry inhaled deeply and shook his head, almost heading to bed before Amelia showed up at the door. Well, at least he'd have a bit of fun today.

Louis stumbled down the street, giggling madly at another one of Jess' jokes, "you're sooo.. Funny!" He grinned and stood still for a second before his legs randomly gave out and he fell into a bush in front of Harry's house.

Jess just laughed and knelt down looking at Louis with a raised eyebrow.

Amelia was clawing at Harry's pants, taking them off quickly as need pulsed through her veins, filling her with a sweet lust she longed to feel again.

"It's just one time.. Because I need it," Harry whispered, yanking her head back and staring down at her with narrowed eyes, "understood?" He snarled watching her nod quickly before she got his cock out, sucking it down her throat right in the middle of his bedroom.

"Good. Now fucking move on the bed, all fours. I'm going to be very rough, today, darling." She whimpered.

"Shh.." Louis whispered and smiled at Jess as he leaned against the door of Harry's home.

"Are you sure you can do it up to your room without breaking your neck?" Jess raised an eyebrow and sighed, "let me help you up the stairs at least.."

"Okay.. But shhhhh", Louis smiled at the same time as Harry fucked harshly in her pussy, causing her to squeal before he put a hand over her mouth, "shhhh." He growled.

Louis went inside with Jess, letting her guide her up the stairs before he hugged her gently, "thanks for everything.. I own you one.. Good night now, sssssweet dreams." Louis hiccuped once more.

She waved and trotted down again, walking outside and got her phone out, texting Louis that he should call when he's safely in bed.

Louis walked up to Harry's room, knocking slowly but he only heard grunting and furrowed his brows. Was Harry getting off?

Either way, he just shrugged, his drunken mind too careless now before he opened the door, "Hi Harry I just wanted to apologise I've been bad and mean.." Louis pouted before his eyes widened as he processed what was going on in front of him.

There was a woman laying on the bed, stark naked and Harry was, too. And he was shagging her.

Louis' bottom lip quivered slightly before Harry even noticed that they got interrupted and turned around, moaning lowly as he saw Louis.

Just as Harry was about to say something, Louis slammed the door close again, running to his bedroom to sob quietly. Since when was Harry back interested in women? It just wasn't fair..

Better prepare for chapter 21 guys I'm planning on something verrry nice *wink, wink*

And sorry for the cliffhangers, it's a bad habit of mine but we wanna keep it interesting DON'T WE. Have a lovely Friday evening (or day for you.)