I had tried to come up with various ways to try and apologize but every time I just thought it was dumb and scratched the idea of the list and started over. It had been two weeks and it was really the only thing I had spent time doing. Coming up with an idea to apologize

And that was what I was doing when I was interrupted but Bucky knowing on my door and then stepping in. "What you doing" He asked sitting down next to me on my bed

"I have been trying to come up with a good idea how I should approach Wanda and tell her I'm sorry for the day at the base. But all my ideas are trash and as soon as she sees me she turns around" He stayed quiet for a while

"I will help. Be dressed for training at 8:30 tomorrow" Then he left. I assumed we were either going to talk about the plan then or that was the plan so I got ready for bed and fell asleep

I woke up at 8 got out of bed quickly got ready and put a shirt along with a par of shorts on before Bucky opens my door and we walked to the training room.

When we walked inside Nat and Wanda where sparing in one corner and as I entered Wanda was already about to leave but Nat grabbed her wrist and stopped her telling her something before getting into position again. Wanda soon after

I just followed Bucky who pick a knife up and through at me like it was nothing. I caught it and look at him. "What. It's not like you would drop it"

We started to fight with them practicing different moves but obviously not hurting each other. This soon turned into normal fighting before we took a water break. Bucky quickly walked over to Nat leaving me and Wanda staying alone

I could practically see how scared she was from the way her eyes could be still and her body shook just the slightest. "I'm sorry" I then said as her head turned to me. "For the day in the base. I don't remember it but Nat told me. I would never hurt anyone intentionally if I knew they were good it's just the hydra guys was in my head and I thought I was good and you guys bad. I'm sorry. I would never do it now" We then stood in silence until both Bucky and Nat got back both eyeing the two of us

Me and Bucky went on to punch the punching bags trying to see who could hit it hardest. He then went on to bet he would beat me in arm wrestling and well the ended in a tie because I won every time with our rights and he won with our lefts because he's right handed and he left is metal. While I'm left handed and my right arm is metal. We then decide to do so knife throwing just talk and at that point Nat and Wanda had left.

The two coming weeks I finally got to do as I wanted I could wander around as I liked, I ate when and where I liked but Tony was really clear that if I did anything to hurt any of them I'm back in my room for a long time

Wanda didn't seem as scared any more which was good. She could be in the same room as me and we even gave each other soft smiles from time to time. Bucky had tease me how I was so soft to her and only her which made him think I had a crush on the girl. And I mean she is pretty and kinda hot but then she is shy and reserved which I so my type. So maybe I had a crush on her. It not like I would ask her out she is still kinda scared of me

I walked into the living room to find Wanda reading a book. I sat down on the other side of the couch not wanting to scare her. "What are you reading" I think asked and she looked at me shyly

"Yes Boss"(I just made that up)

"That's sounds familiar. What is it about?" I ask trying to hold a conversation but she just shy away even more

"It's a book with two perspectives. You get to follow this girl how likes her boss and the boss and how her life as intersex is in the world of rich people" She is looking down blushing as she answer me

"I think I have read it" I say and she looks at me. "It's really good if I remember correctly"

"Your gay?" She asked

"Well yea. I thought it was pretty clear with the clothes and the hair style. And well I'm intersex to if you wonder" I say shrugging my shoulders

"Your not embarrassed or shy about any of them"

"I mean I was when I came out but I soon realized that you need to stay true to yourself so now I don't really care what other think" I say and shrug my shoulders again. "Well are you gay, bi or just into spicy books"

"Bisexual" She answer

"Cool" I say and get up leaving to do something with someone else happy we had a normal conversation

Another two weeks pasted and we had several conversations and even hugged once. That was big for me. And at this point I can't even deny the fact that I have a crush on the girl so I'm asking her out now. I just need to find her first

And when I did she was reading a book on her room. "Hey y/n" She said looking up

"Hey. I just wanted to ask if you would like to grab lunch or dinner someone time. Just the two of us. Like a date?" I said kinda nervous. She got up from her bed leaving the book behind and stood a few feet from me. "It doesn't have to be a date if you don't want we can just eat as friends if you prefer that" I continue clearly scared of rejection

"It's a date. Tomorrow at 6pm" She said placing a kiss on my cheek and lightly pushing me out of her room before closing the door probably going back to her book but the smile on my face was permanent for the rest of the day knowing I landed a date with one beautiful lady