Chris

Last night I had a dream of what life would be like if I didn't have Mijo and if I wasn't with Brielle. Everything checked out to be normal but I didn't appear to be happy. Nobody was constantly in my ear telling me what the hell I need to do and when to do it, I didn't hear crying, whining, or anything baby related. I didn't have to worry about anybody's feeling but my own, but when I came home to an empty house I didn't have anybody to hold and nobody to play with. I was missing out on all of the things I didn't think would matter much to me. Based on that I decided to keep this little mistake to myself, it's not as much of a big deal anyway.

Besides if I tell her then I know for sure she'll never trust me, especially going out places she knows that there is going to be a shit load of women. I'll have to hear every time I come home, was that bitch with you? Was that bitch touching on you? Did you go to that bitches house tonight? Did you have that nasty bitch around my son? I don't feel like hearing that shit over something that started off as an accident, sparing a headache, " waste of her breath, and energy. I'll be better off just keeping my damn mouth close!

"Awe, look at this! Mijo would love this," Brielle said holding up this Batman toy.

"Babe, you can't buy him everything you see. He has enough shit in this cart as it is."

Christmas is a few weeks away and I don't know why in the hell we didn't get all this earlier, but I need to get in the stores before the crowds get in here taking all the good shit. Next thing you know they going to be all over the damn place trying to get a picture of me, ain't nobody got time for that!

"Can we ring this up now, we still have other places to hit?"

She sighed, "Come on! Damn your about ass bad as bringing Mijo in here. Can't ever get any shopping done with you yanking on my pants leg."

I smirked as we got up to the cash register "You move slow as hell, what do you expect for me to do?"

After we loaded everything into the car we went in to the mall, we separated at first so we could buy each other's gifts but that didn't work cause after a while I saw her sneaky ass following behind me. She was wasting her time anyway cause I already got what I'm giving her months ago.

I reached my arm around her, "So what do you want for Christmas?" I asked as we walked through my the mall.

"You already know, nothing too much just as long as we're together I'm good."

"Bullshit, all women say that shit but I guarantee on Christmas if I don't get you anything you'll beat my ass!""

She laughed, "Aight just get me what you feel you'll think I like."

"See now when you say that, that mean I could mess around and get you a pair of socks."

She laughed. "Get me a pair of socks and I promise you I will shove them shits down your throat, do not play with me!"

Aight, i'll keep looking around."

I just can't wait to get this Christmas Happy New Year Holiday shit done and over with, the sooner this is done the sooner we all can leave to go to Germany. We'll be landing in Berlin, then knowing Brielle she'll be wanting to go to the hotel first to get Mijo settled and mess around wanting to lay in the bed the entire damn day. The rest of the time there isn't planned out yet but I know none of it will be in the damn bed, it'll be a tease to me since I know Brielle probably won't give me some especially with Mijo little ass between us.

Nothing like the holidays to put a smile on your face, I been putting in overtime at Chyna's house to make sure this night between Chris and I is perfect. This is my first time trying something like this, if it ends up making a damn fool out of myself I will never try to do anything like this again! He better be lucky he's worth the time and effort to me, cause I wouldn't do this at all if he didn't mean anything to me but he does and you can't help how you feel for someone.

I never told him this and I probably should but I love him more than anybody I know. When push comes to shove I would do anything to take care of him before I take care of myself. Usually I hate when women act like fucking idiots over men but I understand a little more now. You do what you have to do for the person you love, you don't get time to think things through. Everything you do you do it for them.

"What the hell do you think you doing?" Chris said coming in the room scaring me! I looked around the bedroom trying to find the painting he previously did for me.

"Nothing," I answered closing the closet.

"Your nosey ass was doing something!" He smiled slowly walking in.

"Nah boo, your eyes was foolin' you I was just hanging some clothes up." I smiled.

"What was it? You was doing nothing or you was hanging some clothes up?" Chris continued to smile.

I laughed, "I was doing nothing!"

He smiled pouncing on top of me knocking me down on the bed then began to tickle me. "You lying!"

"Stop, you hurting me!" I smiled while squirming.

"Tell me what you was doing?" He smiled continuing to tickle me.

"Chris stop, I wasn't doing shit." I laughed gasping for air.

"Bullshit you don't think I can tell when you lie, you ain't going to find shit in there he he continued to tickle me.

"Chris, I will punch you in the dick move."

"No you won't, cause then you'll ruin your chances of more babies with me!" He smirked finally stopping giving me time to breath.

"Don't worry cause I don't want anymore damn kids from you anyway!"

He laid his body on top of mine, "Of course you do." Chris licked his lips.

"No I don't, I'm already taking care of two damn boys as it is."

"Yeah, very funny. Watch, couple years from now you'll be begging me to dick you down for another baby."

I laughed. "Whatever you say, pregnancy was hell for me. I was always hungry, bitchy, I wanted to fight, I'm in no rush for that."

"How was that different from your everyday life?"

I hit him in the chest, "Very funny nigga! Besides I'm still unmarried, you see this finger? It's cold from not having a ring on it. So until I can find a man that's ready to handle all I have to give, I will not be carrying no damn babies!"

"Well when you find that man, which you won't. You make sure you send me an invitation to the wedding."

"What makes you think I won't?"

"Cause I'm the only one who can handle your crazy ass."

"If I'm crazy, it's from dealing with your stupid ass!"

"Don't get mad at me for calling it how I see it, I need you to get a little out of hand anyway. I love the shit you do to me." Chrid remarked licking his lips.

"No, don't try and cover it up now! Keep going, what's so damn crazy about me?"

He laughed, "What do you mean?"

"Don't play dumb, you said I was crazy well what's so crazy about me?"

"Babe, I was playing!"

I smirked. "Noo, Chris go head tell me."

"The way you get mad at every single thing, no matter how damn little. You tend to blow shit out of proportion. Sometimes you can talk my damn ear off with things you need to get done that can usually wait, if it's not done on Brielle time it's a problem!"

"You damn skippy! But that's only because if I don't get on you about something, it'll never get done. And would you rather me get mad or keep quiet about the shit that bothers me, if I was to do that then you would think half the shit you do is okay. Yelling is me showing you that I care about you, not only for you but it's for us. If I didn't complain and get mad then you would walk all over me and I ain't having that shit! Sometimes I have to yell to prove a point or just to get your attention."

"I'm not saying those things are bad either, if anything that's what I love about you! You keep me going, I love it when you talk that shit ." He said kissing my neck.

I laughed "Alright dammit, that's enough!"

"Give me kiss," he said in a rough voice!

Smiling looking him in the eye I puckered my lips out for him to kiss, I tried getting up but he wouldn't let me. Insisted that I lay in his arms till he feels like letting me go.