I was curious of how she felt

As i said to her

Did she hear me,

Did she understand me,

Will she stay,

Will she leave,

Questions and what ifs lingering

In the back of my tounge

Waiting for it's answers,

But the truth was always been infront of me

I blinded myself and turn to thy deaf

As if i was stucked,

I still love her

Yet a feeling that i suppress

Bit by bit swallows my pride

Blocking out every memory

I had of you

Every feeling i had for you

The pain

And happiness

I went through with you,

Until i went numb

Forgetting what sparks feels like

The world turned dark as it turns gloomy

A heart turned pitched black as night

Hiding from a pathway to the light

Wishing

That she'd come back

Yet it's too late,

A happy ending they say

Yet it ended in a tragic

That will forever be stuck

With i,

No matter

How much nor many

People come to her life

She will never see someone

Who truly loved her

As she did

She may

Learn to know what love feels like

Again,

Yet knowing that she as I will never find

Love that

Only she as thee can give.

-Dennice.