"What was your relationship with your baby mother?" Zimmoni asked

Finna drop tha ball on ha ass. I'ont remember why I started fucking wit ha like that, she was fine ta me back then but now I be wanted ta buss a cap in ha ass for real.

I licked my lips slightly pulling my bottom lip in "Wasn't really shit fo' real, she was a delusional hoe at some point I grew luh fo' ha, shit I treated ha like royalty cuz' I thought ha ass had my back but she ain't. She cheated on meh wit one of my opps, ha ass fucked 'round got pregnant Ian think it was mine I still help ha through da pregnancy doe. When Damion was born I got a DNA test fo' him, I tried ta make it work fo' Damion but dhat hoe too crazy and was fuckin' da gang. In ha head I still luh ha but I'ont if it wasn't fo' Damion I'd probably already kilted dhat hoe, I lost all respect fo' ha a while ago. I'ont be wantin' Damion 'round ha, I let ha have him a couple times out tha week most tha time he wit Grams or me"

She stare at me "So no continued relations?"

I laughed "No Mamas, fuck dhat bitch"

Zimmoni smiled looking down messing with ha hands. She looked good as hell today sitting on my couch in ha biker shorts and crop top with ha lil baby bump. Just lookin' at ha had my dick hard, Ian go lie I've been treating her good and I want ha ta have my other seeds too. She glanced up at me with a look on ha face, like she wanted ta say something. I scooted close ta ha putting ha leg on my lap with my arm behind ha on the couch.

"Wah's on yo mind Ma?" I asked her placing my hand on her thigh

"A lot Lonelle, the hormones from this pregnancy is changing things"

I placed my hand on ha thigh "Wassuh Ma?"

After everything he's put me thru here I am falling in love with him. I'm not even sure he feels the same but got dammit I'm tired of hiding it.

I pulled the corner of my lip into my mouth "I've grown to love you Lonelle I can't help but feel crazy for that, because you let Eeven beat my ass and sexually assault me. I never thought to get rid of our baby my brother wanted me to, I'm not asking for a title or for marriage or anything like that I'm just tired of hiding it, I feel like I'm lying to myself hoping that you just know one day and make a move. This pregnancy has changed my life in many ways, it changed my perception of you I'm not sure what I expect but it wasn't for you to be loving and caring. I thought that you might be doing all of the touching, kissing, and loving out of pity for me I didn't want that."

There was so much more I wanted to say but I felt like my point was already known. He looked at me with a smirk before he started rubbing my leg

"Come on Ma, I told yoh dhat night dhat you was more den a fuck. Yoh carryin' my seed befo' dhat Ian go lie I started fuckin' wit cho heavy, Ian leavin' you in tha dust yoh got me, aight?" Kaere said

I nodded scooting a little closer to him, he leaned over placing his lips on mine before pulling back.

"Koo" He nodded

It made me feel fuzzy inside I was happy about our relationship, the Kaere that everyone says is heartless & don't give a fuck is here with me giving me the feel of everything being mutual and he cares for me, not out of pity. For the rest of the day we cuddled on the couch before he left to handle some things. I started craving some tacos walking to the kitchen I grabbed the ingredients that I needed and began cooking. As I was mixing the taco seasoning in there was a knock on my door, setting the stovetop on low I walked over to the door opening it to reveal Carlos.

I gave him a blank stare "Can.. I help you?"

He bit his lip pushing his way in my apartment closing and locking the door "Z Ma I'm sorry, I kno' I can't make up for almost killing you but I need you to listen to me"

I scrunched my eyebrows up "What's wrong?"

"There are some people on there way ova here to take you, come with me I gotta keep you safe regardless of us being on bad terms" Carlos rushed grabbing my arm

I snatched my arm back "How do I know I can trust you? How do I know this isn't one of your schemes to get to Kaere?"

He held his hands up in surrender "You have every right to think that, right now can you just trust me even for a couple minutes? I gotta get cho out of here before they come-" he looked over to the stove with a twinkle in his eye "you cooking tacos?"

I rolled my eyes "Yes, back to topic if I go can we at least get a chipotle? I'm craving"

Carlos chuckled "Yea come on"

I went over to the stovetop turning it off sticking it in the fridge before putting the taco stuff back in the fridge. I walked over to the kitchen counter grabbed my phone and keys then headed out the door. I locked the door behind me before following Carlos down the staircase instead of the elevator. Going down the steps I started getting tired.

"Los my feet hurt"

He glanced down at my stomach "We almost done"

Couple staircases later we walked out the side of the building to his car, I climbed in the passenger seat and he pulled off. I couldn't help but take in his appearance as he drove, he's fair skin, curly hair pulled back in a bun, he had a diamond chain around his neck popping out against his white tank top. He glanced over at me shifting in the drivers seat as he leaned back a little one hand under his chin the other on the steering wheel.

"Bonita, you look good" Carlos complimented

My cheeks starting warming up because I knew he knew I was staring at him "Thank you Los, I've missed you and your goofiness"

He smiled flashing his turquoise braces "I still am against you & Kaere but I wanna be here for you in any way cuz' we still best friends and I care for you"

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