The birds chirped around me flying in and out of trees. Inhaling the crisp morning air it felt good, like fresh air going though my body. Today the day I'mma catch that fuck nxgga lacken. He think shit all fun and games but just wait. It makes me even more mad that he got the nerve to put my soon to be baby mamas in harms way, he don't care 'bout her like I do.

"Everythin' all set, make sho' yo Boss pay me my money in tha next hour if y'all want this shit done sooner" Corih told me dapping me up

I nodded "Yea he will mi amigo, you be careful"

He chuckled "Aye bruh this shit getting done aight? Tha right way at dat"

I side eyed him "You make sure you don't fuck up or tú es bièn as gone, Boss strict 'bout shit like this"

Corih waved his head left & right "Mane I'm gon' get dis shit done"

I nodded as I pulled my phone out to call Boss "Aight, you be safe"

He nodded with a small smile as he walked away to his car "Aight yoh to nie"

After the seconds ring he picked up

"Everything set, he said if you want him to do it sooner pay him within the next hour" I told him

Boss gave me a grieve grunt "I'll do it now, good work go home you're relieved fo' the rest of tha day"

I scanned the area around me "Aight, good looks"

He didn't say anything else and hung up. Sighing I walked to my car, all will go according to plan. I'm glad I gave Boss the idea and set the shit up. I'll pay Zimmoni a lil' visit later. Climbing in my car I start the engine and pulled off to my moma house.

Waking up I turned over facing the other side of my room, startled to see Kaere still here sleeping. I stare at him thinking back to the pregnancy tests. I still don't kno' how I'm going to tell him but I kno' I'm gonna tell him today.

Getting out of bed to walk to the bathroom on my way I glanced at the clock that read '6:15 am' after I do my business I washed my hands and walked to the kitchen. Making a bowl of cereal I grabbed the remote from the counter before plopping down in the couch, flipping through the channels I settled on friends.

As bubble guppies came on I changed it to Zoey 101. I heard footsteps coming down the hall, I didn't even turn around cuz' I already knew it was Kaere. I heard him let out a yawn.

"Damn yoh ain't een' cook a nxgga breakfast" He said

I gave him a stank look while side eying him "You're not my nxgga, why would I do that?"

Kaere chuckled "I gotta be yo nxgga fa' yoh ta' make meh breakfast?"

I raised my eyebrows "Yea"

"I bet yoh made dat nxgga Carlos breakfast" He said nonchalantly as he walked to the kitchen

I nodded my head smiling "Sure did"

Just as those words left my mouth he came up to me grabbing the back of my neck forcing my head back staring me in the eyes "Don' play wit meh Ma, I will do yo shit in so bad tha only nxgga yoh be thinkin' 'bout is meh"

"Is that a threat or a promise?" I asked smartly

He gave me a hard stare "Yoh want ta find ouht?"

Ooo this nxgga so fine but I don't think I can take dxck right now.

I licked my bottom lip "Mmm maybe"

Kaere's eyes moved to my lips for a moment before he let me go and walked back to the kitchen. I heard him mutter something about Carlos. Getting up from the couch with a sudden boldness I walked to the kitchen with my bowl in my hand past him to the sink. I'm gonna tell him.

"What?" I asked as I turned around to find him staring at me

He licked his bottom lip giving me a small smile showing his pearly whites "Yoh cute Ma"

I bit the inside of my cheek, why is this boy turning me on with a smile it might be the hormones. I really want to push him against the counter and make him do the dirty with me.

"Thank you, I'm finna go shower-" I told him walking away out the kitchen and towards the hall "-don't bother me"

Kaere smirked at me "I'll be in dhere in a lil' "

I rolled my eyes pausing before I reached the bathroom "Another thing I'm-" I rubbed my hands on my thighs nervously biting my bottom lip with uncertainty "-not finna be in there for long for you to join"

Yea I pxssied out, I'd rather tell him later when I kno I'mma 100 percent do it.

"Yea aight Ma" He snickered

I inwardly rolled my eyes before I opened the bathroom door then closed it, walking to the glass slide door I opened it and turn the hot water on. Stripping of my clothes and stepping in the shower. I wish this nxgga would invade my privacy. 10 minutes into my shower I heard the bathroom door open then the shower door.

"Ma move ova" Kaere told me holding my hips guiding me a little to the left

His sudden touch caught me off guard "Nxgga get cho ass out, this ain't finna happen"

Next thing I kno I'm pressed up against the shower wall my titties getting little goosebumps from the cold, Kaeres hand held a good amount of my hair as his other hand stayed on my waist. I could feel his Jr in between my booty cheeks.

He placed his lips near my ear before he spoke "Ion't think I caught dat Ma, waht yoh say?"

I tried to restrain a shiver "Kaere"

Kaere placed his lips on my neck I could feel his lips curl up into a smirk "Do yoh still want meh ta' leave?"

I didn't say anything as his hands wrapped around me pulling my closer to him, his hand still on the back of my neck firmly bending me over slightly. His Jr was pressing my pearl and still between my ass checks. Kaere's hand ran down my back causing me to arch, he let go of my neck letting me stand straight up before letting me completely go.

"Get washed and get aut cuz' I want to take yoh somewhere"Kaere said stepping out the shower closing the door behind himself "And hurry yo ass up"

After he closed the bathroom door I washed myself in a daze, I have never wanted a man as bad as I want Kaere and part of that is my fault. I started feeling him but the funny thing is I knew better and I knew his cold ass wouldn't giving a fuck about me. I just really hope when I tell him I'm carrying his child he doesn't neglect us, I don't really know the terms that his baby moms were on with him IF he actually has a child so I am unsure.

Rinsing off I turned the water off before wrapping a towel around my body and walking out the bathroom to my room. As I entered my room I found Kaere laying across my bed on his back with his phone above him, I rolled my eyes at his comfortableness. I saw him glance at me through the side of my eye as I unwrapped the towel and put my bra and underwear on that I pulled out of my draw. Usually I would tell him to get out but shit I'm already pregnant, so what's the worst that could happen?

Opening another part of my dresser I pulled out some black biker shorts and threw on a red crop top t-shirt black socks and my concord bred 11s. I didn't bother doing my hair it was in a high bun front last night. I wonder when I'm going to start showing, I don't think I'm that far along.

I looked over at Kaere who was still into his phone typing aggressively "Are we going? Cuz' I will lay back down"

Kaere gave me a hard stare "Tha fuck I told yoh 'bout that attitude shit?"

I didn't say anything, I looked away towards the wall. My hormones were making me forget how scary this nxgga actually is. Moments later he got up grabbed his keys and headed towards the door. I followed after him locking the door behind me walking towards the elevator.

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"Don't forget tha sour cream" Kaere told me

I started to roll my eyes walking down the aisle "Baked potatoes not baked potatoes with out sour cream"

Kaere grabbed my arm pulling me to his chest out the side of my eye I seen him bite his bottom lip giving me a glance of his golds "Yoh need ta stop playing wit' meh Ma"

"Kaere I'm not playing with you" I said smiling

Little did this boy know he already had a place in my heart was I going to tell him that? No, definitely not with the fair chance of him not giving a fuck 'bout me. I know I shouldn't have fell for him but it's like even though he scares me something connects me to him. The thought upsets me we've grown too close since that night we fucked.

"Come on nie" He said smirking as we walked towards the cashier

"Huh push the cart" I told Kaere pushing it towards him

Surprisingly he took it, I watched as the lady scanned my stuff before I paid. I pushed the cart to Kaere's car. I was still a little shaken up from almost being kidnapped.

I looked back at Kaere "Can you pop the trunk for me?"

He nodded taking his keys out as he walked around to the driver seat door "Yea hol' on"

As I waited I gathered the bags "Can you-"

All I heard was a loud 'bang' 'bang' 'bang' following with a sharp pain causing me to yelp and drop the bags I heard more shots being fired before I felt more pain. The pain was so unbearable I fell to the ground trying to clutch my leg as I screamed in pain.

"Fuck" I yelled

I could feel the warm blood pooling around me I could barely hear Kaere as he shouted at me slapping my face.

"Zimmoni, don' close yo eyes. Come on Ma keep 'em open" Kaere encouraged

I felt so weak as I barely moved my fingers feeling the blood on my finger tips "Please... my baby"

A few tears fell out my eye at the thought of losing them. The last thing I heard were sirens before I blacked out.

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