You're always ugly to a bitch who doesn't like you and you're always a hoe to a nxgga who can't have you

✌💸Zimmoni💸✌

I struggled. I lefting my legs to kick her she steps on them before I could even get the chance to do it. She placed a kiss on my neck, taveling her hands down to my shorts pulling my legs up.

"Get. The. Fuck. Off. Of. Me" I gritted out through clenched teeth

She laughed throwing her head back "Baby Girl, you think that's going to work? We're in a traphouse"

I gunted angrily "Bitch, get cho hands off or I will-"

A hard slap cut me off "Speak again and I will slap tha shit out of yoh"

"Ge-" Again I was cut off this time she slapped me then punched me

I looked at her before I smiled "Fine" I headbutted her causing her grip to losen "I don't like hitting ladys but, my Mama always told me, if she put her hands on you thats no lady thats a threat and then, on top of that you tried to rape me"

I ran towards her punching her in the jaw, trying to break her shit. She growled lunging on me, making us tumble to the ground her on top. She started throwing punches, all aming for my face. Even though she got me good, I got her even better her nose was bleeding, busted lip, black eyes and I'm sure her jaw may be fractured.

I know for a fact I have swollen cheeks from her slapping me and punching me. I lifted myself up making her go in the air for 3 seconds, that's all I needed. I tucked my legs kicking up making her go flying into the wall. She screamed as she hit the wall, getting up quickly I punch her in the stomach before she falls to the ground. Backing up a couple of feet I stare at her.

She dazyly lifted her head to look at me before getting up and cutting me with a knife on my arm, causing a big gash, I yelped kicking her in the stomach making her tumble over. She groaned as I grabbed her shoulders and forced my knee into her stomach as hard as I could.

Now I wasn't just trying to fight her, I was trying to get her as close to death as I can without a weapon.

I heard her gasp for air, stomped her out before spitting on her and turning to walk away. "You disgust me" I spat at her

I walked out to the main hall going past doors. I keep going until a door open, and out stepped Kaere and some tall light skinned guy. Kaere looked at me before narrowing his eyes. Grabbing me by my arm he pulled me roughly.

"Waht tha fuck happened ta yo' face?" He asked

I stare at him snarling "A crazy ass bitch calling you her man attack me, saying some stupid shit"

Kaere chuckled "Should've stayed ya' Big n Bad ass next to me"

I grunted in frustration "I didn't, she came after me. Maybe if-"

He put his hand up silencing me. I stare at him wide eyed shocked, after all I just been through. Who was I kidding I knew he wouldn't give a fuck, he is Kaere who could care less.

The tall light skinned chose that moment to speak up "Are yoh okay Lil' Mama?"

Kaere shot him a look as i shrugged "As good as pickle juice"

"Bro I think dis could be an important matter, she bleeding and got-"

Kaere glared at him "Shut yo' ass up, Young Blood. Waht the fuck I do ain't and won't have shit to do with yoh, naw go"

I inwardly sighed "Just because he gives a fuck he has to leave" I mutteted under my breathe "Mane what ever, I'm ready to go"

"Aight buh, don' think we leavin' cuz' yoh said so buh, cuz' I want to" He stated

I wanted to roll my eyes but, decided not to cause anymore trouble.

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We sat in complete silence, Kaere was concentrated on the road while, I was staring out the window trying not to let the teard fall, there was something about him not caring that I was fucked up, that hurt me but what can I say? What can I do about it? Nothing. Nothing at all. A tear fell out my watered up eye.

Am I crying because he broke my heart? No. Am I crying because he's a fucking bitch ass nigha? No. Am I crying because he doesn't care? Am I crying because it hurts? Or am I crying because I'm hurt?

Its mostly the last two. I sniffed a couple of times lowly hoping he won't hear me but, unfortunately he did. He slammed his hands on the dash board before pulling over into a parking lot. He turned to me.

"Does it hurt?"

I shook my head tears still tailing down my face.

Kaere looked confused "Then why are you crying?"

I sniffed one more time "Because I'm hurting"

Kaere sighed "I just asked you that" He put the car in reverse and pulled out the parking lot "I'mma bandage you up"

I know my face doesnt hurt, thats not what hurts my feelings hurt, not on some in my feelings type shit.

"That's not what hurts" I mumbled

He turned to me with an unexpected look, he bit his lip before he spoke up

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