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Sara's POV

Over the past few days I've been busy modeling. Yeah I know it sounds like fun but it's super hard. After that little fight between the two girls Cheri has been keeping separated from everyone. She even took my phone away and now I can't talk to Jared. The only person she is letting me talk to is Casey.

"Sara stop complaining your career comes first." Cheri said.

I sighed, "it's not fair. I came out here to have fun and enjoy myself."

"You can do that after you're famous. Now get you butt out there and model those clothes." She whisper yelled.

I stomped out of the dressing room and over to the other models. Once the camera was on us I had to put my troubles behind me and smile. One thing that was weird about modeling was pretending like you actually are friends with the people around you. Right now I was modeling with Alyssa Mill and she absolutely hated me.

"Perfect. You girls are done for the day." The camera man said.

As soon as he said that Alyssa pushed me down. I looked back up at her and glared. She just shrugged it off and kept walking. I know I shouldn't be childish but I couldn't resist the urge to push her down. I ran up to her and pushed her, and well she didn't take it to well.

"Did you just push me, famous model Alyssa Mill, down?" She growled.

"Full of yourself much."

She completely ignored what I said as she spoke again, "Look what you did, I think I broke a nail. You're a total bit-."

"Girl please I'm not one you are." I flipped her off as I walked away.

I felt so much satisfaction until Cheri came up to me. She looked very pissed. Before she could open her mouth I spoke up.

"Look before you yell at me she deserved it. Alyssa has been pushing me around since we first met. When she pushed me today that was the final straw. I just snapped sorry." I smiled sheepishly.

"Sara you need to stop acting like this. They are threatening to cut you from our company. You need to focus more time on modeling and less time on your acting career, which will never take off." She explained.

"Cheri I am trying my best. Sorry if that's not good enough for you. Nobody's perfect and we all make mistakes, including you. So stop acting like you are better then everyone else and I'll focus more on modeling. Okay? Okay."

She stood there speechless. It was hard to tell if she was angry that I stood up to her or just completely shocked. I ran out of there before she could respond because frankly I was scared to hear what she had to say.

By the time I was out of the buliding I was in tears. I usually rarely show my emotions in public because I dont want people to ask what's wrong, but I'm so emitonally drained I don't even care. There was only one person who I wanted to see right now, Jared. Sadly he was workng so I could not go see him. So I ended up calling Casey, she would clearly understand me.

C: What do you want?

S: WHy do you sound so angry?

C: I'm still pissed about what you did.

S: What did I do wrong?

C: You know what you did.

S: Please Cas forgive me. I'm really emotinally drained and I need my best friend back.

C: Oh my god Sara are you crying?

S: Yes. Now please come pick me up.

C: Leaving right now, I'll be there soon.

S: Thanks Cas.

I hung up my phone and shoved it back into my pocket. What would I do without her? She's my best friend and can help me through anything. Why did I even push her away?

"Hey hop in." Cas said breaking me from my thoughts.

I hopped in her car as she drove back to the hotel. It was silent for a while and I was happy with it. I thought if either one of us tried to talk I would end up breaking down.

"So do you mind telling me what happened?" She questioned.

I sighed, "Long story short I might be out of a job."

"Why? what did you do?" She freaked.

"I just got into a little agruement with Alyssa and then Cheri told me I wasn't focusing on modeling enough. And if I don't get my act together I'll get dropped. It's so ridiculous."

"Sara to be fair I agree with Cheri, well not the whole getting fired part. You've been spending so much time with Jared th-."

"Are you seriously defending her? God Cas I thought you were my friend."

"Sara that's the honest truth. If you're gonna spend that much time with Jared mine as well call him your boyfriend."

"WHAT?" I screamed.

"Hey you're the one who acts like you're dating him." She raised her hands in surrender.

"Hands on the wheel."

"Umm...we're parked. Did you not know we were at the hotel?'

"Oh uh yeah we made it." I laughed.

We made our way back to the room and that's when I lost it. Tears were pouring out and there was nothing I could to do stop them. Cas just left me alone because she knew I had to work this out myself. It took a couple hours but I finally calmed down.

"Hey I heard your crying stop. You feeling any better?" She asked softly.

"Yeah I'm mostly okay. I just don't know how I'm gonna face Cheri tomorrow, you know if I still have a job." I laughed.

"You're too beaufitul not to be a model."

"Aww Cas you're gonna make me cry...again."

"No no more crying. Not even happy tears." she laughed.

"Okay okay I won't. Thanks for always being here for me."

"Anytime babe. So I wanna know who you're gonna play in Supernatural."

I sighed,"I should've known that was coming."

"So who are you?' She pushed.

i knew I could stall her any longer or else she'll get angry. But the thing is I don't want to tell her.If she finds out about the whole thing with Jensen she'll flip. I guess it's now or never.

"I'm playi-." I was cut off by my phone ringing.

S: Hey Jared what's up? Not now Casey.

J: Am I interupting something?

S: No you're fine, Casey just wants to know who I'm going to play on Supernatural.

J: Oh well anyway Singer pushed up the scene to tomorrow morning. Want me to pick you up?

S: Yeah what time?

J: 8:00, that good for you?

S: Yupp see you then.

He hung up as I set my phone down. I could feel Casey's eyes on me as she watched my every move. She isn't going to let this go very easy.

"Tell me please." she begged.

"I'm going to play a chick named Anna."

"So you're going to die in the first 30 seconds?'

"I'm going to play......uhh.....Dean's.....uhhh....love interest." I dragged out."I HATE YOU." She yelled as she jumped on me.

I was on the ground in a matter of seconds. At first I thought she was going to punch me but she got up and smoothed out her top. I looked up at her confused as she grabbed my hand

"Okay what up with the mood swings?'

"I realized if I can't be living my dream I should at least be happy my best friend is." She explained.

"Aww Cas."

"So I'm guessing you'll be like a one night stand?"

"You'll just have to wait and see." I smirked.

Authors Note: Thanks so much for reading. Please tell me what you think, I'm open to suggestions on this story.

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