I tap,

Once,

Twice,

Three times.

Standing in my living room alone,

Killing myself with words that are in my head,

Wishing my mind wasn't so fucked up.

Because everybody gets tired of the suicidal girl,

Tired of repeating the same words.

It will be fine,

You're a good person,

I care.

Shut up!

You're lying.

You're lying through you teeth.

Because I know, oh, I know,

No matter how insane I become,

I know.

People grow tired of people like me,

Worthless, talentless, suicidal girls

That for once in their life just want to feel loved.