I sat for hours

Watching you being happy,

And for some twisted reason,

That made me happy too.

When we met afterwards,

With your messy hair and the

Shine beneath you eyes,

I was simply charmed.

I forgot about the past,

Only one future on my mind,

And I allowed myself to

Enjoy something I probably shouldn't.

Because I should have known that

The night we spent out might yet be

Another thing that means the word to me

But almost nothing to you.

And when the night got darker,

When the humor in you began attacking,

It was already too late for me

To realize the mistake I'd made.

I tried turning cold on the spot,

But the smile on your face

Seemed so genuine and true

That I just couldn't bring myself

To ruin your perfect night.

I have been so stupid

For forgetting all of our past,

And I'd be so very stupid

If I were to believe myself

When I'd say that I'll never be

Charmed by you ever again.

I want so very desperately

To finally move on from you,

But I'm starting to see that

I never seem to fully let go of what we had

And of what we could have been.