I asked one thing of you?

One easy task,

but you couldn't even do that?

What's so hard about being alright?

Happy?

Why is it that you're worst than before?

Now you don't even know what you're feeling,

now you don't even feel,

and that feels worst than feeling.

You've experienced a lot,

so much that any normal person would give up,

but you're still here trying,

trying to hold on to hope.

Most people would be happy that they're so 'strong',

and are still fighting,

But you,

you wish to just give up,

but won't allow yourself to.

You asked many times to be given a sign,

an obvious sign that your life and dream is worth fighting for,

and you've been giving more signs that it's not,

and yet still here are you still fighting,

and hoping for that one sign to come.

Why?

Why are you so confused?

Why have you changed?