I thought I could at least forbid my goodbyes to you by hugging you once again.

Despite of you going without me, without my goodbye really broke my heart, Nayeon-ssi.

I'll promise to keep and treasure the time we spent together.

I'll cherish and remember it till my last breath.

I hope that you'll do the same thing.

I can't do anything anymore.

I'm just an police officer who fell in love with a criminal like you.

I never looked at you like a miserable person, I looked at you like a normal woman.

A woman who's suffering and no one's there to deal with them.

Sounds crazy but it's true.

I can't do nothing now.

I feel so empty without you here.

I just kept on replaying our first day together.

Those brown orbs that captivated my soul.

I feel so alive seeing you happy, Nayeon-ssi.

Now that you're gone, I don't regret meeting you.

Instead, I'm very thankful that I met a person like you.

Despite of having your personal problems, you still know how to smile.

You still tried to fought it until the very end.

I'm happy that I spent my christmas with you.

Knowing that it'll be my first and last christmas with you.

Im Nayeon-ssi, I liked you. I liked you a lot.

No wait, I loved you.

Until we see each other's again.

A dream will do, I'll be thankful if ever.

I just want to hug and kiss you again.

I'm happy to serve a person like you.

Until next time, Nayeon-ssi.

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okay this is random,

idk why but i actually teared up while typing this ...