《Regrets (Jungkook X Reader)》Chapter 20
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We were all fooling around with each other, laughing and throwing pillows "no no don't ahhh~" Taehyung and Jimin ran around the house as Hoseok chased after them.
"Aish don't run" as usual Jin being motherly, worried that they'll get hurt.
Everything came to stop when we heard a loud thud on the door. Yoongi storm in avoiding our eyes and trying to go straight into his room "Yoongi oppa wait!" I ran towards him as I didn't see Jungkook coming back with him " Where is Jungkook?" I asked worriedly. He didn't answer but instead, walk past me avoiding my question. "Yoongiya-" Jin stood up from where he was sitting
"PLEASE STOP IT FOR FU*K SAKE!! Leave me alone!" Yoongi growled angrily and storm towards his room slamming the door loudly. Everyone went silent looking at each other confused as well as worried.
I flop down on the ground knowing that something is very wrong between them "Y/n are you okay?" Hoseok ran towards me followed by everyone in the room "It's all my fault.. I bring bad lucks between you guys.. everything starts from the day that I came near you guys... I'm so sorry it's all my fault" I sob unable to control my emotions.. It's true though.. They were so perfect together.. All I do is create misunderstandings between them..
"Calm down Y/n, don't say like that, In fact we are very glad that you accept us... we are very happy that we finally got a little sister that we can take care of, and that our mischievous maknae got someone that will look after him and that we can trust leaving him to" Namjoon reassured me patting my back softly.
"B-But where is he.... I'm scared Joonie oppa.. What if something happens to him.. I won't be able to forgive myself..." I cry even louder
"Y/n dear please calm down, he'll be alright.. we will find him I promise" Hoseok continued trying to encourage my very devastated mind
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"Guys Jungkook is not a kid! He'll be fine, let's wait for some time, I'll try calling him" Taehyung took out his phone and dial Jungkook's number.
"Is he not picking up? Give him some time, Yoongi hyung will never hurt him" Jimin said earning a nod from Taehyung.
"Y/n, you should get some rest" Jin said helping me to get up.
We were all sitting on the couch waiting for Jungkook and Yoongi. I insist on staying with them, I don't wanna be alone now. Wild thoughts keep running through my mind, what if he is injured and is lying on the floor, what if he's kidnaped by someone?? What- What if he was badly beaten by Yoongi!! Noo No that's impossible they care for each other a lot.. I shook my head trying to push away my ridiculous thoughts.
Hours have passed, still there is no sign of him... I didn't even realize that I've fallen asleep while waiting for him. It's already morning, I look around desperately praying for it to be a very bad dream "Uh Y/n you awake" Jin asked with his eyes half-open..
My body instantly shot up confirming that it's not a dream "Jungkook! JUNGKOOK!" I ran around the house searching every room calling for his name "Y/n!!" I heard everyone trying to calm me down but I ignore it. I ran upstairs to Yoongi's room, I couldn't take it anymore. I burst open Yoongi's room door and were instantly greeted by empty bottles of alcohol, is he been drinking the whole night?? I could see him seating in the corner of the room.
Everyone ran after me and saw the mess in Yoongi's room "Yoo-" I stopped Taehyung from creating any more scenes.
I slowly walk towards him "Yoongi oppa~" I tried to be as gentle as possible, I know he's not in a good condition and it's better to talk calmly than to create a scene.. I slowly kneel down next to him "oppa are you okay??" I asked gently waking him up.
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He slowly looked at me in my eyes with full of emotions
He hugged me and mumbled "Y/n-ah... I'm sorry"....
"NO!" I pushed him away roughly "Don't tell me that Jungkook is in danger!!" I back away shaking my head violently, I need to find him...
"Yoongi-ya where is Jungkook??" Jin asked once again. Everyone stays silent waiting for his answer "I-I don't know... we argued and then he just left..." That's it!!! We've been waiting patiently for the whole night just to hear this answer!!
"Let's go! Take me to the place where you guys argued" I said as I walk out of the room..
After a few walks Yoongi stopped in his track "Here!" he pointed in the alley "He went that way.. I tried to stop him but he didn't listen to me" He continued pointing down the alley.
I ran in the direction where he was pointing "Y/n!! Let's go together!!" Everyone followed behind me.. All I can think now is for him to be alright... I need him in my life.. as we walked a little further from the alley we came to stop in front of a bar. Don't tell me he's in here!!!
"Let's check here" Namjoon exclaimed "W-why??" I asked not wanting to believe that he'll be here of all places "Y/n Just in case.. we need to check every possible places" Hoseok said as he followed the others inside the bar.
We talk with a few of the waiters and they said to have seen Jungkook last night drinking with an unknown lady. It hits me hard but my first priority is to find him safe and sound..
The waiters told us to search the rooms upstairs more like private rooms for make-out...
My heart pounds crazily hoping for him to be alone... We burst inside the first room which was greeted by empty beds and goes on like this for the rest of the 4 rooms... I started to feel at ease as we reach the last room and I knew it will be empty as well. Taehyung slowly opens the room only to be greeted by Jungkook on top of a girl shirtless!!.... It was at this moment my heart breaks into million pieces... Everything went silent, I feel as if the world is spinning very fast, my body froze, and didn't even dare to look at the girl's face. "Y-Y/n.... I-It's not what it looks like-" Jungkook ran towards me but I back away "N-no... It's not right... You're not Jungkook right?? He's not m-my Jungkook right oppa???" I turn towards Jimin "H-he.... I-I" I struggled to form a word. All my trust, future everything is gone now... Is this how our relationship ends.... I can't be here anymore .... I... I can't be here with him anymore.. If I stay any longer I might give him another chance again...
I ran out of the place aimlessly... What's the use of going back home now... after all he doesn't need me anymore.. I trusted him... I loved him.. but he doesn't... why... why Jungkook!! Why did you act as if u loved me? Why did you make my hopes go high?? Why did you make me fall for you even more?? What did I do to deserve this?? It hurts knowing that it's only one-sided love, knowing that you'll never love me back, knowing that you'll never feel the way I feel.... It hurts knowing that you love someone else but not me... I feel like dying knowing that you'll be with someone else, the one that you love and will care for the most.... but please remember this Jeon Jungkook I-I love you.....
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Happy Ending
[You are mine and mine alone], a visual novel that was really popular and on top of the most played game this year, but out of nowhere, it vanished, alongside its memories from everyone's mind, except for a single player that found a glitch where one of the antagonists became a heroine. Now that character, programmed to kill, has found him in real life and weird things are going to happen to his everyday life, without a screen in his front to protect him. It doesn't matter if he wants or not; the game has already started. [][][][][] I wanna a shout out for my friend for this amazing cover he did! Here is a link for a page he posts the drawings he does for fun. For more explanations about it, read the author note in chapter 55. https://www.facebook.com/phillip.dreemurr.3?fb_dtsg_ag=Adye0R2CVuv09JqhVdg48VOWxPSZH6N1Co3SaVOmpri4Zw%3AAdw69zV67MTEEVSkloEFgy6loIZc6unrXRDFRzC5Di4N8Q
8 127Records of the Weakest Emperor
Genre: Fantasy, Romance, Adventure, Action, Evil Gods, Evil Religions, Goddesses, Hidden Abilities, Industrialization, Mature Protagonist, Manipulative Characters, Mystery Solving, Mythology, Nobles, Time TravelCalvin Villanueva was once heralded as the savior of the world. His might was unrivaled despite possessing the weakest class in Las Felipinas. But in a cruel twist of fate, his achievements were turned against him and in a span of a single night, he went from experiencing heaven to plunging into the deepest parts of hell.Captured and imprisoned by the Sucklings, an alien invader who came from a different realm. Calvin became their Scribe, the Keeper of History, and ultimately... He arrived at the peak of the weakest Writer Profession and became the Author of Fate. Unfortunately, it was already too late. The world was now in ruins and Calvin only had a single choice in front of him.It was death.He may have chosen death but he had proven before his death that he was indeed the true savior of humanity.Manipulating fate, twisting time and space...Calvin went back to the past for a second chance to turn things around!After countless life and death battles, who was it that snatched everything away from me? Under the tribulation of sorrows and the tossing of wind and rain, humanity may have betrayed me, but I shall save them once again!Bringing with me the memories of my past, those who dare to block my way shall be killed!My return to the summit begins!
8 188# The Gemstone of Ominium 1 - Denial
* Know more about the books and read earlier releases on the official site: http://carpersanti.net/arnae/ * He had to see her again. He didn't know why. He was a grown man now, no longer the lonely child he'd been in the past. And yet the breathtaking need remained the same, and every time he recalled that night the pain of separation was still as strong, still as raw has it had been. He knew it made no sense and yet he couldn't deny it. No matter what others might say he had to meet her. And, deep inside his heart, he childishly hoped she'd be a little bit like him, that she'd be able to truly see and understand him. For what bound could be stronger than blood?She dreamed of death every night and of freedom every morning. From her window she saw herself leave that place, run across the forest and escape the suffocating fate that awaited her. And yet she knew that the chains that bound her were needed and well deserved. For she was all too aware of the dark horror of who she truly was. And so she accepted her fate. Until a promise she couldn't remember being made was fulfilled, and a Prophecy of blood and death never came to pass. And so maybe she could be freed from those chains after all. Maybe there was still hope for her. Maybe she'd be strong enough to deny her true self and simply live.
8 244Zoomchard: A Journey of War
In a world where the galaxy is dominated by Cybertronians and Earthians and both are in an endless war of immigration. One other robotic organism species are living in the same destroyed galaxy far away and are called Mechanians. One mechan named Zoomchard works in a convenience shop daily, the job does financially well but Zoomchard is tired of working near dead bodies and near the warzone that has taken the planet by the storm and is entering its thousandth year. On one eventful greeting, Zoomchard was walking back home when he gets a call from his best friend, with who he immediately spent a lot of time talking right after meeting each other again. His friend goes by the name "Jasmette" and she was planning on surprising her husband, Zoomchard obliged and planned it out until the moment came. It was a night of his nation's celebration and his best friend's reunion celebration. It was the beginning of new memories, but when Zoomchard woke up the next day, he noticed Jasmette has gone missing from a night stealth bombing. This led Zoomchard to join the Conhuy Army and avenge his fallen friends and parents.
8 173# The Gemstone of Ominium 2 - Pain
Her unfazed expression didn’t even waver when the blade of her thin sword pierced one of the men all the way through armor, flesh and bone, a gurgling sound bubbling from his throat. With a kick she mercilessly pushed him back, freeing her blade, and glanced down at his dead body sprawled at her feet, confirming that death had indeed taken him. Stepping over the dead man’s body as if it were a mere pebble on her path, she raised her head just in time to see her second attacker lunge at her and, nimbly turning on her heels, she slit his throat. A spray of hot, sticky blood hit her left cheek and slid down her neck, but she didn’t even blink. The scent of the fresh blood filled her nostrils and her brain like an inebriating drug and she stepped forward once again, lightly turning to one side to avoid being decapitated and quickly returning the favor. One by one the men kept falling as she advanced, victims of her lethal, almost mechanical movements, as if she’d been born with a sword in hand and ready to kill …* This is a direct continuation of Book 1 - Denial. You CANNOT start reading Book 2 without reading Book 1, since the story won't make any sense! Enjoy ^_^*
8 144The Retribution Contract
Revenge. A word that can blindfold people and prevent them from seeing the light around them. It can destroy lives and love. It's not meant to be kept in the heart but sometimes it just stays there. Jungkook could never forgive the person who destroyed him. He could never forgive the person who played with his heart. So, he did what he thought was right. He took his revenge.Written in : March 2022
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