Author's pov:

Jungkook and Y/n reach Jin's place and were greeted by the boys with warm smiles and hugs.

"Why are you guys so late~" Taehyung whine like a child pouting and acting cute. "Aish Hyung stop it" Jungkook pushed Taehyung away with disgusted face, everyone laugh at their cuteness "It's been a very long time since we laugh together like this. I hope we won't get separated ever" Jin smiled like a happy mother. Everyone agreed to Jin and pull into a big group hug. "Hyaa guys I can't breathe" Y/n yelled struggling to get out from the big bears, everyone burst into laughter....

The dinner was delicious as usual "I'll help with the dishes today!!!" Y/n raise her hands happily jumping up and down "okay but only this once" Namjoon said turning away and walking towards the kitchen to do the dishes followed by Y/n. "Y/n stop!" Yoongi said in a stern voice "Whyyyy~ " Y/n pout arms folding on her chest protesting like a child "Turn around" Yoongi sounded serious for some reason.

"Yoongi-ya..." Jin tried to calm Yoongi. Everyone went silent, confused about Yoongi's seriousness "JK we need to talk" Yoongi said in a stern voice and storming out of the room followed by a very confused yet scared looking Jungkook.

"What's going on Y/n?" Hoseok asked concern about the situation. "I don't know I-" Y/n suddenly remember her bruised from before, she frown, worried that Yoongi might have misunderstood her bruses. "You know something right?" Taehyung question eying her suspiciously. "The thing is (she showed the bruised).. I think it's related to this" Y/n said chuckling " WHAT THE!! How did that happen" Jin gasp observing the bruise...

Y/n sigh closing her eyes "I slipped while showering".

" Really Y/n! Seriously!! You are so careless" Jimin sigh in disappointment. "Yah I can make mistakes too" Y/n pouts folding her arms.

I really don't have any idea why Yoongi hyung is acting this way, I just follow him quietly, I really don't wanna stay in a bad terms specially with my hyungs. Yoongi suddently pushed me into the wall grabing my neck aggrasively.

"Umh!! What the heck hyung!" I shove him away shocked by his acting.

"What did you do to her?" he growl eying me with his furious eyes.

"I didn't do any-" he punch my face without even listening . "I SHOULDN'T HAVE TRUST YOU, YOU MOTHER FU*KER! I KNEW YOU'LL HURT HER!" He shouted picking me up by my colar "Hyung please hear me out" I pleaded hoping that he'll listen to me "SHUT THE FU*K UP JEON JUNGKOOK! I'm sick and tired of your excuses. Don't even think that I'll fall for it this time" he spat throwing me on the ground and start walking away.

I couldn't understand him but I need to ask now or never "Hyung!" he stop on his track "W-Why Hyung! Why are you so over protective of her?" I desperately needed to know this answer. He just sigh and starts walking again "I can understand that you all think of her as your sister but hyung I can feel the difference in your eye. P-Please tell me so that I can clear my doubts" I can hear my heart pounding in my chest praying for him to answer opposite to what I'm thinking.

"I-I..... I LOve her" he murmur silently breaking my heart into pieces "I'm sorry kook I tried to stop myself" He looked at me with an apologic eyes.

Did I heard it right? Or is it my mind playing tricks on me? Yoongi's word ecoed through my head over and over again.... he-he loved her....

I-I... What do I do now... I... "Jungkook!" I can hear Yoongi hyung calling my name in distance but I just walk away aimlessly where my foot takes me.. my mind went numb, all I can think of is her, replaying her laughter again and again in my mind... but I never make her laugh that way.. all I do is make her cry make her suffer... I-I don't deserve her.... she deserve much better...

Tears kept falling down but I don't even bother to wipe it away "Oppa!" a high pitch voice bring me back to reality. Lily cling onto my arms smiling creepily "Get the fu*k away from me. I'm not in the mood of dealing with you" I tried to break free from her but she drag me into the near by bar "Yah Oppa I know that you hate me but don't worry I've changed alot, I thought of you as my friend" she said sitting besides me ordering drinks for us "I can see that you are having a hard time, let's have a drink to ease out your mind and I won't bother you forever, this is more like a farewell drink for us" she smiled, for the first time I see as her a good person for some reason, yeah right I need to drink and it's not a crime to drink with her as long as I don't do anything...

We have had a couple of drinks by now but for some reason I felt very drunk today, I usually don't get drunk even after many drinks.... "I~ need to huc~ go huc~" I struggle forming words and I instantly knew that I need to get out from here "come on~ we just started-" I could hear her whining but soon everything went black.