Y/N'S POV:

I'm too ashamed to go out of my room, why did I do that oh goddd!!! I even push Yoongi like a gorilla did.. and storm away as if I'm the lead actress of a drama. Why did I create a scene when it can be solved by a simple talk!! What will the guys think of me now, I literally act like a maniac yesterday. Lord please take me with you, I won't be able to meet anyone....

'Country roads, take me home

To the place I belong

West Virginia, mountain mama

Take me home, country roads-'

"Y/n are you awake?" oh no!! It's Yoongi! what do I do now.. Should I hide under the cover.... no that's too obvious... How should I act... Angry? Sad? "You skipped dinner last night you can't skip lunch too" he sounds worried though, thank goodness atleast he's not mad at me.

"Y/N" knock!knock! "Y/n~ hmm (sigh) I'm coming in.."

I just closed my eyes pretending to be asleep "Y/n! I can see your eyeballs moving" Shit! I'm screwed. I cleared my throat slowly sitting up acting as if nothing happen "Oh! Yoongi oppa! I didn't know you were here"I tried my best to crack a smile, right Y/n your acting is terrible..

He smiled back showing his gums, so cute

"Come down when you are done okay, I'm starving don't make me wait for too long" he ruffles my hair earning a groan from me, and walked away.

After 30 mins, I went down and saw all of them sitting in the dinning table waiting for me.. various types of delicious foods fills the table not leaving any empty spot

"Wow guys.. isn't the food too much.. what's the occasion" I asked settling down on my spot between Yoongi and Taehyung. "You need nutrients to run your body and besides Jin Hyung, Hoseok Hyung and Yoongi Hyung worked really hard to make these foods" Taehyung said mesmerizing the food in front of us. "Eat alot Y/n.. Everyone let's dig in" Jin said raising his chopsticks.

The food was hella delicious, every bite makes me feel like I'm in heaven. Taehyung, Jimin and Namjoon did the dishes, as usual they never let me do anything.

I flop down on the couch turning the TV on. "Here" Yoongi gave me a coke, I need it okay I ate too much and I need soda to digest it "Thanks" It's still kinda awkward with him even though he acts as if nothing happen yesterday.

I cleared my throat demanding his attention "Yoongi oppa I'm ammm... I'm sorry for how I act yesterday" I slowly started explaining about my unexplainably animalistic behaviour looking down on my coke and squeezing it tightly "Y/n you don't have to apologize for every single thing.. Just chill.. feel free towards me, I'm not a stranger" he said smiling that ease my mind a little bit "Y/n how about you try talking to Jungkook" Jimin came and flop himself down next to me "Jimin-"Jimin cut Yoongi "Hyung we all know that it's not Jungkook's then why should we let him suffer alone" he raises his voice a little bit "Even though that thing is not his, he still did so many things to Y/n, What he is going through now is nothing compare to what he did to Y/n and what she went through" Yoongi said in a stern voice. Everyone gathered around probably confused about why they are arguing, I don't like the fact that they are arguing regarding me, I wanted to stop them but I feel too ashamed to get in between them "He is also a human being Hyung, Every human makes mistakes, Forgiveness is also important in living"Jimin said, Yoongi's eyes darken "Human being my foot, he doesn't behave like one"

"Yoongi!" Jin scold "We all know that he wasn't like this before, and we didn't even try to find out why he behaves like this, Yoongs he is like our youngest brother, he's too young to justify what's good and what's bad it's partly our fault too, we should've asked what he was feeling when his parents suddenly announced his marriage, remember he had to stop pursuing his dreams because of this marriage" Hearing Jin's words makes me realize how Jungkook must have felt when he was forced to marry me. He never said anything about his dreams and I never tried to find out, he must have felt devastated.

"I-I'll talk to him" I announced more like a mumble "Y/n you don't have to force yourself" Namjoon said worriedly "No I-I just realize that I should give him a chance to explain himself , I don't wanna be the selfish person" I said chuckling to myself "No Y/n No.. You are not selfish dear, you are strong , kindhearted, lovely, and the most beautiful girl that I've ever seen.. don't underestimate yourself" Yoongi cupped my face looking at me with his caring eyes making me feel more confident.

After a very long discussion, we decided that I should go home and talk to him. Yoongi as usual is worried sick and insists that he'll drop me home and told me to call him as soon as I sense any danger asap..

I took a deep breath and slowly turn the doorknob entering the very dark mansion. "Jungkook!" I called out but no answer. I slowly walk towards our living room clinching on my phone "J-Jungkook this is not f-funny" why is this so fu*kin dark only my phone's flashlight could be seen "Jungkook!! Jungko- OH GOD JUNGKOOK!!" he was there laying on the ground unconscious.

(Guys Imagine this as a very dark room with no light except for your phone's flashlight)

I ran toward him and embrace him in my arms "Jungkook can you hear me" He was sweating profusely and shivering at the same time "Y/n~ i-is that you" he whispered under his breath. Seeing him like this breaks my heart even more. I sob silently as I watch him trying to open his eyes, he slowly reaches his hand and cups my face wiping my tears "don't cry... I'm sorry for making you suffer.. please don't cry.. I'll never let you cry ever again I promise Y/n.. Please don't leave me" tears started to fall down from the corner of his eyes "I won't leave you I promise don't cry you need rest" I said wiping off his tears and kissing his forehead he let out a peaceful sigh and slowly close his eyes.

After a long struggle, I brought him to his room and clean his sweaty body, tuck his bed, and went to the kitchen to make some porrage.

"Kookie-ya wake up and have some food" I gently shake his body, he groan turning to my side and open his dewy eyes smiling brightly "How are you feeling" I asked checking his temperature on his forehead, he gently took my hands in his "Much better" he smiled. No one can resist Jungkook's eyes and smile, it looks so innocent and loving.

I texted Yoongi that I'll spend the night with him and not to worry about anything, I won't be able to leave this big bunny alone.....