It's been more than a week since the convenience store incident, Jungkook has been avoiding me for God knows what the reason is. I tried to talk to him but he just acts as if I'm invisible.

It's the weekend and he's been in his room for the entire time. I make some lunch hoping it'll lighten up the mood.

I knock on the door of his bedroom waiting patiently for his reply which I didn't get. "Kookieyaa food is ready... Let's eat I'm hungry!!" I again knock on the door earning a loud running sound from the room. What the hell is he doing??? "I'm coming in" with that I slowly open the door only to find him sleeping in a weird position.

If he's been sleeping the whole time then who's the one running around just now?? I gently shook his body, trying to wake him up but it was all in vain. "Jungkookah the food is getting cold wake up" I'm literally dragging him at this point. How can a person sleep like this- Wait!!!! He's not asleep!! He's acting as if he's sleeping that's why he's not waking up!! "Oh, should I go through his phone and text Yoongi" I purposely say that out loud... "Okay I'll text him that Jungkookie loves him and he missed cuddling with him". He shot up his head making a very funny face which makes me die of laughter.

"What the.... are you okay??" I held my stomach and laugh at how he's acting. He didn't respond to anything and was about to go back to sleep again "Okay okay! I was just joking... let's just go and eat. I promise I won't question anything". He drags his body lazily exiting his room as if a child scolded by his mother.

"Wow!" he exclaimed as soon as he sat down at the dining table. "When did you prepare all this! This looks delicious" he sounded like a little kid which makes me smile brightly.

"Eat alot" I said as we started digging in...

After lunch I nag Jungkook to go out with me.. Seriously I'm dying of boredom staying at home 24/7 "Jungkookieee come on.... Pleaseeee... Let's go out.. Only for today umm.."

"Aish I'm tired stop nagging like a child" he stood up about to go inside his room.

"Only for once please... Ahhh... Jungkookahhh...." I'm basically throwing a tantrum at this point.

"Okay okay fine go get ready" with that he storm inside his room.

I know I haven't apologized to her, I didn't get the chance... well more like I'm avoiding it and I know that it's wrong but I don't have any choice but I'm really glad that she's trying to be close with me even after what I did to her...

"Y/N!! Are you done?" I shouted. "Comming!" I heard footsteps running hastily, as I look towards the sound I was amazed... I've never properly realized how beautiful she is until now... she's wearing a simple outfit but still she looks adorable. It makes me want to protect her..

"Earth to Jungkook!!" she waves her hands in front of my face... Oh god, I've been zoning out since when??? I clear my throat acting as if nothing happened.. "Let's go" I cleared my throat as I was about to walk out, a small hand wrapped around my arms stopping me from going any further "Why do you always have to wear black like a bad guy?" she asked raising her eyebrows waiting for my reply.

"W-What! W-Why? I liked it" I don't really think about my choice of color, I just wear what I got, I don't really care about my appearance.

(He looks good in whatever he wear🤫)

" You look good in any dress but you look a little tinny tiny bit scary.." She looked down playing with her hands. "Ah, I- umm I'll go and change" I said as I was about to go she stopped me "It's okay I liked it.. let's just go"....

We went shopping in a mall and have some coffee in a cafe and now we are walking in a park nearby... It was a very long day and yet I'm loving it.. Y/n is very energetic and always drags me with her from shop to shop.. "Why don't you try the shirt that I gave you before?" she pouts crossing her arms "Well it was pink! And I don't like pink Y/n" Yes that's true, she told me to try out a baby pink shirt and I was too embarrassed to try it.

"Jungkook babe... what are you doing here?" I heard a high pitch voice annoyingly acting cute from the backside. And I saw Y/N's face turning pale which makes me frown, as I turn around I saw Lily standing there. She ran towards me and cling onto my arms like a leach.

"What the hell do you think you are doing?" I hissed trying to remove my arms from her grabs.

"Babe I miss you so much" she tried to kiss me "Get the Fu*k off me you Bitch!!" I pushed her away making her fall on the ground earning a gasp from Y/n.

"Let's go Y/n" I pull Y/n's wrist softly making sure not to hurt her, then Lily shouts something that makes the whole world shattered "Jungkook I'm pregnant!"

"What!" I'm not even sure if I heard it correctly or maybe I don't wanna hear it.

"Yes, I'm pregnant with your child" she repeats again, this time I heard it loud and clear and I feel like I also heard my heart breaking into pieces.

"NO! That's not possible! I never did anything to make you pregnant" I know and trust myself that I never did anything to make her pregnant. Yeah, we have had sex before but I used protection and was always extra careful.

"Trust me Y/n, I never did anything to make her pregnant, If she's pregnant then I'm 100% sure it's not mine, she always hooks up with lots of guys trust me" I tried to grab her hands but she refuses and slap me, tears fall on her face shaking violently, what have I done.. I make her cry again. "No no don't cry.. she's lying Y/n don't fall for her act she's-"

"JUNGKOOK STOP!!! please..." Y/n pleaded, I saw Lily smirking thinking that she had succeeded ... "I've seen you doing things in front of me... don't try to act innocent... don't think you can play with a girl's heart whenever you want! GROW UP!! Take responsibility for what you have done... I... I-I hate YOU! I was wrong to think that I can change you" with that she ran away. I just stood there like a coward, memories keep flooding like a video playing in front of me.

NO.... I ruin it all... god is punishing me for what I did in the past... I did this to myself and I make her suffer again.....