I feel this conflict within me

I want to reach you out, but can't

Like grab that speck of dust, dancing in the beam

Before it gets out of reach

I feel this emotion welling up inside

You're like the unforgettable curse, making me a sinner

There must be some thread tying you to my side

Desperately want to confess, but in vain do I

My head, my heart tear me apart

My inhibitions swallow my desires to the last

Like the wisp of a flame do they come and go

But they're still burning up deep inside my heart

I want to tell you a thousand things

Million more times do I want to pick up those little things

I drink you in, and still want for more

For I can never be full until the last drop

I can go on and on, but you'll never know

Because I'm too coward to face you and show

Till I get this unconditional fear out

Of rejection, and my dear, of letting you go