I was gonna make this fucker pay for all the chaos he created . He made this all happen . It's his fault! I went into the barn hand eager and twitching for my gun .

"Hey fucker! It's me again ." I said with a laugh . I bawled up my fist and connected it with his mouth .

"HELP HELP!!!! PLEASE!!!!" He screamed in agony .

"They don't care about you dumb fuck . It's over for you right here , right now ." I reached for my gun and...

"Don't." Rick said from behind me .

"Do you see what he's doing! What he did to that little girl! He's driving your son mad and you wanna keep him here !? Well you know what go ahead!" I said as I threw my arms up in anger . Just as I went to walk out the door I gave the stranger one last good punch to the face .

Just as Shane left he gave him one last punch to the face . Probably just to piss me off .

"Thank you! Thank you so much!" The man said to me .

"Don't thank me . You're sure not off the hook ." I replied seriously .

I went back to the house to check up on Carl and Meghan . I went to Meghans room and of course...neither she nor Carl were there...

"Lori! Where did they go ?" I asked in an annoyed tone .

"I don't know..." Lori said with a spaced expression .

"Lori are you okay ? You look sick..." I told her concerned . I went to feel her forehead and her expression changed . She was angry .

"Rick Grimes don't you go worrying about me now . Not when there are 2 kids on the loose in this world . One of them shouldn't even be out of bed . Go find them ." She looked at me with anger in her eyes .

"Okay..." I said as I walked off .

I walked past Glenn and Maggie on the way to find Carl . Maggie seemed upset but I was too busy to ask . I got enough to worry about .

"Did you get them ?" I asked Glenn .

"Here! I almost died because you are too selfish to take responsibility for your actions! Take your abortion pills!" Maggie said angrily .

"Honey I..." She did lets finish before walking away .

"I'm sorry about that..." Glenn said apologetically .

"Come on Glenn!" Maggie said .

I went to my tent popped the pills out of their container and swallowed them . What am I doing!?! She's right! I can't do that to a baby! This is my responsibility . I ran out as far as I could go and I threw them up . I started to cry ... Oh god... What would Rick say if he knew...

"Carl...go back before you get in trouble .." I said worried about him .

"Nope , if anything happens to you ill be right here ." He looked at me and said that with a stubborn tone .

"Fine ." I told him walking faster .

"Why are you doing this ?" He asked me confused .

"Because . He has to pay for what he did ." I told him walking towards the barn . "You stay right here . Ill holler if I need ya ."

"Fiiiine but if I don't hear anything for a while I'm coming in ." He said staring into my eyes .

Those beautiful blue eyes are my weakness . I can't say no...then they'll get all big and water filled.... Snap out of it!

"Okay it's a deal , but you ain't comin in any sooner . I don't want ya gettin hurt cuz of me ." I stared back into his .

I went into the barn and the stranger looked at me as if I were here to help him .

"Settle down . I ain't here to help ya . I'm here for revenge ." I gave him the look my mama used to give me when I done wrong .

"Please! Please! Ill do anything! Get me out of here!" He pleaded .

I didn't know the chains were as long as they were and he came toward me stopping dead in front of me . I screamed and stumbled back . I fell right into a bucket . My butt was in a bucket...talk about embarrassing .

"Meghan! I'm coming in!" Carl yelled and he burst in without hesitation .

"I'm fine ." I told him .

He came to where I was and helped me up . He grabbed the bucket awkwardly blushing as he did . "You have straw in your hair." He said laughing as he pulled it out . Just then an arm wrapped around his waist and pulled him backward .

"You let go of him right now! Ill shoot yer ass! Don't think I'm playin!" I screamed in panic . I reached for my gun but it wasn't there . It was on the ground somewhere I must've lost it when I fell .

Just then Rick and Daryl burst in and They got super angry at us . Rick got out his gun and pointed it at the man .

"Let him go now or I shoot." He looked at the man waiting . He let go . I tried to run and grab Carl but Daryl had my shirt .

"Oh no ya don't , yer comin with me ." He looked at me with a furious expression .

"Get off me! Let me go!" I yelled in an annoyed tone .

"We need to talk...NOW!" He gave me a look that I've never seen before . Worse than any I've ever gotten . So I have up and let him take me .

He set me down outside and looked me right in the eyes . He gave me a look that said don't speak . Just listen . So that I did . Or...I tried...

"Meghan what the hell was that! You could've died! But you don't care do ya!? Why can't ya get it through yer thick skull this ain't the time or the place to be fuckin around! Stop bein stupid! Meghan I just..." He stopped .

"Well if that's how ya feel then fiine! I'm sorry okay!?! I really am! But you know what Dad you just don't care enough to listen to me anymore!" I looked at him angrily starting to cry .

"There's somethin I need to tell ya..." He looked at me cautiously .

"Go ahead ." I looked at him waiting .

"Ever wonder where ya get yer anger from ? And yer stubbornness ? And how brave you are ? Well..... Girl have a got a story for you..." He looked at me nervously .

"What are you sayin ?" I looked at him confused .

"What are you sayin ?" She gave me that same expression I see myself use when I don't know what the hell someone is talkin about .

"I'm...well... Those people you were with aint yer parents... They're real good friends of mine..." I said trying to help her understand . She didn't .

"Huh ?" She gave me that look again .

"I'm yer Dad..."