Yoongi POV:

I couldn't help the uncontrollable sobs flooding from me, images flashing though my mind causing the painful tears to roll down my cheeks quicker.

In a matter of seconds, i knew. I knew all of it.

I remembered everything i had tone to tae first, his hollow and lifeless eyes flashing in my mind, taunting me and torturing me.

I remembered how id done it, i remembered his screams as i stabbed his hand into the wall to hold him in place. I remembered how he begged for my mercy, begged for me to let him live before i pierced the blade across his jaw.

I sobbed as i began to vomit, the memories flooding my mind as it all became too much.

All i wanted to do was forget now.

for years all i wanted was to remember, to be set free and to go home to my wife. To see my friend again and to just remember.

but thats not what i want anymore.

even if i did want it, it wasnt something i could have.

Y/n hated me..she hated me.

the thought made me sob harder, if it was even possible. i clutched onto myself, gripping my clothes tight enough to turn my knuckles ghostly white.

I looked up at him, gritting my teeth.

"you created this." i growled as i looked up at him with a deathly glare.

"be careful creating a monster because someday you wont be able to control it. After everything ive done for you, you should know that i wont mind killing my friend." i growled as his eyes widened slightly, partially in fear, partially in shock as he stepped back.

"just shut up and behave. I am in control, and you will do as i say." he snapped, turning and walking away to leave me alone with my own mind.