《FIRST YOU HAVE TO FINISH - F1 ONE-SHOTS》LN; The One That Was Supposed To Be The Last [P3]
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Dear boy who's wrapped around my finger,
Asking you to not to answer was a mistake, you didn't listen and I don't know why I expected you to because you never did. I don't know why I thought that changed, maybe because everything has and I just assumed that this had too. It hasn't that's apparent.
However, I can not pretend that just because one thing is still the same, everything is. If only you knew how much times I wished you were here, by my side, now I wish nothing more than to just be left alone. I just wanted peace.
You don't want to know how many times I cried and missed the way your arms wrapped around my body, like I was fragile, to comfort me or how many times I missed your stupid dad-jokes to clear the tension in a room.
It's ironic really, I wouldn't have needed comforting if you didn't leave me in the first place.
I was gutted after you left, after my self-proclaimed break-up because you didn't have the guts to do it yourself. It's the downside of dating your best friend, you lose both of them at once. I didn't care about losing my boyfriend. I just wanted my best friend back.
I wish I was, but I'm not ready to forgive you for what you've done to me all those years ago. Maybe that's the 12-year-old me speaking, but I'm just not.
I guess this was never about forgiving you nor was it about reconnecting or even falling back in love.
This was about closure and now you ruined that too, congratulations.
I told you I wasn't sure what I'd do if you wrote me back, but that was a lie. I knew exactly what my stupid, hopelessly romantic, mind would do and that's why I asked to be left alone.
Listening is not your forte.
I knew that if you'd write me back I wouldn't be able to forget you and it's so infuriating. I'm still caught up in our stupid love story.
I guess we both have the ability to wrap people around their finger.
Sincerely,
The girl who's still wrapped around your chubby fingers
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