Let me tell you how I fell inlove with this boy I met online, well, on Wattpad, he was nice, sweet, caring and honest.

He is possesive and a jealous type but that's what I love about him. At first he didn't want to date me since he is bipolar but I don't care about that, I love him no matter what.

He was really sweet and would call me "kitten" or "baby". I call him Daddy. He accepted me for who I am, even if he saw my bad side. He cheered me up whenever I think about my family problems.

He was there for me, and he was the first boy I loved more than myself. He distracts me from sadness. Worries about me.

But one day he decided to end it all, not because he didn't love me, because he wasn't ready for a relationship yet, he told me I'm an amazing person but I don't feel like it.

I want to kill myself because I'm a whiny bitch. A stupid boy who let the person he loves go.

Now my parents are starting to notice my depression and I have to keep fake smiles, but deep inside, I'm broken....

I love him so much that it hurts. But I want to respect his decision, and no I don't want to find a person who is better than him he is already the best for me.

Once I again, I love you Taehyung.