Jay POV:

i pull my knees up to my chest. i try to focus on breathing but my lungs feel like balloons with a small hole in them, not much good at inflating. i feel my hands get sweaty, as my face starts to heat up. i look around the room for a distraction of any kind, any thing, anything to take my mind off myself, anything to make my problems fade. i start to scratch the bridge of my nose, it helps a bit, it keeps my mind on touching my nose and not on whats going on in my head. just as my nose is burning and i calm a little. my phone rings. i answer it with out looking.

"hello?" i say trying not to mumble "hey honey, me and your dad wont be home tonight were going out" she says with a sweet tone. but i haven't actually seen or talked to my parents in weeks, ive only been at home for a night or two and they haven't been home once. i nod as if she can hear me. "ok sweetheart ill talk to you later" i look down "ok bye mom". once i hang up i cant stop myself from crying, the tears flow like rain, streaming down my face rolling along my chin and down my neck soaking the rim on my t-shirt. ever since the break in i lock all the doors, and windows and im normally at Jason's house but hes out on 'family' business and he didn't want to bring me just in case i got hurt.

Jason POV

I open the hotel door making sure to lock it behind me. i throw the large duffel bag on the bed. i open the map for the hit on the bed and i go over it in my head. making sure each second is noted, very step i make is going to be precise, and planed. i open the bag and pull out a ammunition belt, i put some throwing knifes in my pockets. then i carry the bag out locking my door. then i load it into my car. well stolen its a shitty Toyota with fake license plates. then i go to the hit. i just black out this kind of hit. its too much blood to be seen, to many bodies . im surprised im still sane....... i drive back to my hotel and ditch my car ( and by ditch i mean set on fire) then i throw the key card in it. then my dad comes and picks me up bringing me home.