The next morning came around. I took a shower and brushed my teeth. I put my hair in a bun then put on a comfy oversized sweatshirt and my black shorts. I took my laptop, my phone, and a blanket. I went downstairs and put it all on the couch. My mom left me another note saying that she forgot to tell me last night but she got a job and today was her first day, she's cleaning houses but she won't be back till night time. I made myself some pancakes and ate them. I washed the dishes and then sat on the couch and turned on the tv. I covered myself with the blanket. I decided to text Q.

"Hey, you busy?" I asked

"Not unless you call cleaning my cats litter box busy."

"Oh so you are? Haha."

"Haha very funny. I just finished."

"Oh uhm.. I'm really bored I'm alone all day today."

"I see I see. I can tell you are hinting for me to come over."

"Haha maybe. You don't have to, I can video chat with my friend instead."

"Too late. Open your door." I got butterflies.

"Don't be lazy, walk in. It's open."

He walked in.

"Don't be lazy? You're the lazy one not wanting to open the door."

"So we're both lazy." I said

"Uhm, can we not tell the other guys about the kiss or anything? They will bug me about it. We can tell them together one day, but not now."

"That's fine." He grabbed my hand and looked up at me. I felt like he was going to kiss me again. Suddenly he let go and walked toward the couch.

"Is there something wrong?" I asked

"This isn't right, you're a fan. I'm much older than you too."

"No it's fine. You're not that much older. Only a few years." I sat next to him on the couch.

"Are you sure?"

"I've been imagining this moment for years. I don't want it to end, please." He looked at me and smiled.

"It won't end. I promise."

Those words made me melt inside. He's so sweet and I love him. I'm always afraid to make the first move because maybe he doesn't want to and then it just becomes awkward. I just sat there staring at the floor. I could tell he was staring at me.

"You are beautiful." He said

"Thanks."

I smiled and looked up, he leaned in and we started making out. It felt great, it felt like it was hours before we got interrupted by the door bell.

"I'll get it." I said, he looked upset that we stopped kissing. I opened the door.

"Uh hey, Q's not over at his house so I thought he might be here." It was Sal.

"Yea, he's here. Come in."

"Hey man." said Q

"Hey. I just came over to hang out with you." said Sal

"Oh ok, let's go to my place then. Sorry Zoe." said Q

"That's ok." I said

Q and Sal left. It sucks that he doesn't want anyone to know about the kiss. I wanted to tell everyone but I knew I shouldn't. I layed back down on the couch and skyped Alex.