felix didnt stop his feet, he kept on moving, with no real destination in mind.

he felt pulled into a certain direction by the movements he took, but he didn't really know consciously where he was going.

felix continued to think about the night prior, replaying every word both chan and changbin had said to him. it was all mixed up in his mind, showing flashes of the night like a movie.

felix wished he didn't help chan last night, he wished someone else could've, that way he would've never known how chan felt.

as for changbin, he didn't regret helping him. he needed to hear what changbin said, even if it hurt him. still though, felix couldn't help but think he might've been better off if he didn't listen to what changbin had to say.

as he continued walking mindlessly, his legs began to tire and he was already in the middle of town. he looked up at where his feet had stopped and a slight smile formed onto his face.

he was at the café that brought back memories of all his little coffee shop dates with changbin.

it was a bittersweet feeling to be there.

the last time he was there, he got into a fight with his other friends over his mental health. this time he was alone, no one to disturb him.

he walked into the café and up to the barista to order a drink. he browsed the menu for a new drink to try and his sights landed on a vanilla bean frappuccino.

it was quite warm out, as the end of summer was nearing, so he figured this cold drink may be the perfect solution.

"a small vanilla bean frappuccino please!" felix said with a wide smile.

"would you like whipped cream on top?" the barista asked with a sweet tone.

"yes please!" felix said excitedly, not even knowing whipped cream was an option, but happy he was it was.

felix waited patiently for his drink to be made and once it was, he walked towards the back of the café where he was used to sitting.

when he got there, he stopped in his tracks upon noticing his usual spot was filled by another person.

"changbin?" felix questioned, the name slipping out of his mouth before he could stop himself.

the person looked up with wide eyes at felix, felix was the last person he wanted to see.

"what are you doing here felix?" the person asked, it was in fact changbin.

"i left minho's house, i needed to clear my head. i just started walking and somehow ended up here." felix shrugged as he looked around the café.

"alright," changbin nodded, he couldn't be mad at felix for coincidentally being at the same place as him, "do you want to sit with me?"

as changbin asked this, he watched felixs face light up with joy. felix tried his best to not smile, but in the end he couldn't help it.

this in turn made changbin involuntarily smile too. felix took the seat in front of him and began sipping on his drink through his straw.

"you okay?" changbin asked as he watched felix frown.

"my drink is too thick to come through the straw." felix pouted.

"just wait a bit for it to melt then, bokkie." changbin laughed at the latter being so adorably upset over a drink.

"fine." felix continued to pout, but immediately stopped when he looked up at changbin.

"what drink did you get?" felix asked cheerfully.

"just an americano." changbin responded simply, watching felix enthusiam disappear as he did so.

"whyd you leave this morning? you don't seem hung over to me..." felix stated as a frown formed on his face once more.

"i just had to clear my head like you." changbin explained, and felix immediately understood.

"okay, maybe we shouldn't talk about that." felix laughed nervously.

"you missed it though, this morning, seungmin called hyunjin a rigatoni!" felix explained causing changbin to stifle a laugh.

"well that's a new one from seungmin." changbin smiled as he and felix laughed a bit over the insult.

"it was funny the way he said it. i wish you were there." felix said to the boy.

"it was a had to be there kind of moment?" changbin asked and felix just nodded.

"i don't want to wait for this to melt anymore, im impatient!" felix whined, making changbin laugh even more.

"then take out the straw and just drink straight from the cup."

"ohhh good idea!" felix said as he excitedly brought the cup to his lips.

felix hummed in response after taking a long gulp of the drink.

"is it good?" changbin asked.

"mhmm so good!" felix responded with a smile.

"well you've got it all over your face now bokkie." changbin laughed as he saw felixs whipped cream mustache.

he reached over the table with a napkin to wipe it off. in the process, changbin gently cupped felixs face in his hands and wound up locking eyes with the boy.

felix felt changbins soft touch, and instantly melted into him. changbin brushed his fingers along felixs smooth skin, getting locked in a trance as he stared at the boy.

he felt himself leaning in slowly, and he watched felixs eyes flick from his lips back up to his eyes.

he got closer and closer, not wanting to stop until they were a breath away and he realized what he was doing.

changbin cleared his throat as he backed away and looked at felix.

"um, i actually have to get going." changbin immediately stood up and began running out of the cafè.

felix sat there in shock, wondering what just happened to him. it only took a moment for him to realize what was going on, and he then got up to chase after changbin.

"changbin wait!" felix shouted as he tried to catch up to him.

changbin kept on walking, not paying any mind to the boy yelling behind him.

"changbin," felix grabbed the boys shirt and pulled him to stop him from walking away, "what the hell is your problem?"

"my problem?" changbin questioned, and felix just nodded in response.

"do you really want me to answer that?" changbin asked and felix just stood there frozen, now afraid of the answer.

"do you?" changbin repeated, and this time felix hesitantly nodded his head yes.

"my problem is you."

a.n.

wrote this right before work so i had no time to check it over

i'm literally having a battle with the clock rn

i have to walk in in a minute 🤙🤙