felix walked into the kitchen without a second thought. he stood there frozen when he looked up and saw changbin standing in there.

"everything okay?" changbin asked the latter.

"fine," felix responded simply, "what are you doing in here?"

"getting a drink." changbin held up his beer and went to walk out, but felix grabbed his arm to stop him.

"did i do something?" felix questioned with a hurt expression.

"no."

"then why have you been so weird with me lately?"

"how have i been weird with you?"

"ever since that day in the hospital, i thought maybe things would turn around for us, but it seems like they only got worse. did i scare you off or something?

i promise i won't flirt with you or make any moves on you if that's what you're scared of. i will respect your feelings for hyunjin." felix explained to the boy.

"my feelings for hyunjin?" he questioned.

"yeah, i know about them, it's okay." felix assured him.

"felix--"

"come on felix, no alcohol for you, you're my sober buddy!" jisung interrupted as he rushed over and pulled on the boy's arm, "don't corrupt my angel!" he shouted at changbin.

"sorry, he's all yours." changbin sighed with defeat as he walked away from the two boys.

"jisung, he was about to tell me something." felix pouted.

"i know, that's why i interrupted you two. you don't need to be worrying about him tonight. you've been so happy lately, i don't want him saying any stupid shit to ruin it." jisung stated.

"i appreciate your concern, but i can't help but wonder what he was going to say..." felix trailed off as he looked towards the entrance to the living room.

"stop wondering! any word that comes out of his mouth lately seems to hurt you."

"ughhhh you're kind of right." felix groaned as he threw his head back.

"come on, let's go join the rest of our friends." jisung said as he intertwined his fingers with felix's.

"hey," minho yelled as he saw the two boys, "is this cheating i am witnessing?"

"nooo, i would never cheat on you." jisung stated as he ran over to the boy, completely ditching felix.

"better not." minho said with a pout.

"awe don't be a baby." jisung said as he stared lovingly at the boy.

"i'm not the baby, you are." minho stated.

"guys, you're not in the room alone." seungmin said with a disgusted look on his face.

"so what?" minho asked as he pulled jisung on to his lap and kissed him.

"you disgust me." seungmin rolled his eyes.

"good." minho had a devilish grin appear on his face as he said this.

"i'm going to need to drink so much i forget tonight happened." seungmin stated.

"maybe don't do that, yeah?" chan suggested.

"alcohol poisoning here i come!" seungmin cheered jokingly.

"definitely don't do that!" chan stated.

"i'll only drink if innie drinks." hyunjin said as he looked across the room at the rather quiet boy.

"me?" jeongin pointed to himself.

"i don't know another innie." hyunjin smiled.

"well i wont be drinking much, and you're already drunk... maybe i shouldn't drink at all." jeongin said as he looked hyunjin up and down.

"does this mean you'll look after me?" hyunjin asked, slurring on his words slightly.

"oh god, no... ask changbin to do it!" jeongin protested.

"but i want you to do it." hyunjin stated as he walked over to the boy and sat down beside him on the couch.

jeongin tried his best to not blush, but ultimately it was uncontrollable. hyunjin wanted jeongin to be the one to take care of him, and this meant way more to jeongin than he'd like to admit.

felix watched the interaction with uncertainty. he looked over at changbin who seemed unbothered. felix always thought changbin and hyunjin liked each other, but by the looks of the current moment, neither boy had a serious interest in the other.

"well who is drinking then?" minho questioned.

"i am," chan raised his hand as he took a sip of his drink.

"me too," seungmin added.

"i'll only have a little, but hyunjin can't have anymore!" jeongin insisted.

"im just going to have a little more than this." changbin stated.

"none for me or lixie, we're the sober ones tonight!" jisung said excitedly.

"want me to stay sober with you too baby?" minho asked sweetly to jisung.

"no, you're funny when you're drunk." jisung giggled.

"am i not funny normally?" minho asked as he narrowed his eyes at the latter.

"you have a different sense of humor when you're drunk." jisung explained nervously.

"how?"

"you are like... wh-when you're drunk you are um... you act silly and when you're not you just have a bit of a sarcastic type of humor." jisung tried his best to explain.

"in simpler, less censored terms, when you're drunk you act dumb and it's funny, when you're not drunk you're just a dick and call it humor." seungmin stated bluntly.

"oh fuck off, you have the same sense of humor as me." minho groaned.

"i never claimed to not be a dickhead, i own it." seungmin said back to the boy.

"um... anyways!" jisung shouted, "anyone up for some games?" he smirked.

"games?" changbin questioned.

"yes, games."

"what kind?" jeongin asked.

"the kind that will make us bond all over again." jisung stated.

"us playing games to bond doesn't seem like a good idea when it comes from jisung. i cant really explain why." chan staid and the majority of the group agreed.

"fuck you," jisung spat out, "get in the circle we're playing truth or dare."

"oh great, we're eleven years old all over again!" seungmin said sarcastically, earning a hard slap from jisung as they went to sit down.

chan was right though, playing games didn't seem like a good idea when it came from jisung... especially when the game was truth or dare.

a.n.

you. make. my. heart. flutter. when. we. text.

THAT DOESNT HAPPEN WITH ME AND ANYONE ELSE

i don't have emotions towards other humans

what have you done to me>:(

you'll know exactly who you are when you read this 🌚🔪

jisung to my minho🖤