sora x reader (modern AU)

(⚠️⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING: mentions and actions of suicide and depression,

suicide hotline1-800-273-8255 remember, everything get better ⚠️⚠️)

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you wondered why sora wouldn't leave. you hurt yourself many times and grew distant enough that you'd believe you would be able to kill yourself without him noticing. but those attempts always go noticed. there were times where you'd even cut in front of sora, he'd stand there with fear and bravery in his ocean eyes. when you did cut in front of him he'd pull you close and talked it out with you. he offered professional help but you'd always decline. but that didn't stop him. he spent hours trying to find you something natural. he found a therapist and asked for them to come over.

the therapist would come in every week around 1:00 pm. he was a very nice man and very understanding. but as the days went on you felt your breaking point boil threw your body. you'd wake up and refuse to eat, water wasn't even in your vocabulary anymore and all that was left was that one little thought that screamed bloody murder.

today the therapist was late and needed to help out his family, to which you understood.

sora came home early and made you some food. he made the best spaghetti in the world and you couldn't deny eating it. that was the only thing you'd eaten.

••••

"hey babe, you're therapist isn't here, what happened?"

"family issues"

"oh okay. well do you wanna talk to me?"

"y- no it's okay. you're probably tired"

"i'm well rested and wide awake for you y/n"

you smiled at him for a few minutes.

"sora why don't you leave me?"

"what do you mean?"

"why do you stay. i'm just useless, i lay in bed all day wanting to die and you still stay. i hurt myself and do things i shouldn't but you stay... why?"

"y/n-" he came closer to you and hugged you "baby because i love you. and i'd do anything to keep you safe and alive. yes you do things you shouldn't but sometimes it's life. i want to help you and if i have to i'll sell my soul doing it. you mean the absolute world to me and loosing you would destroy everyone who loves you." sora looked into your eyes trying to hide the tears but they just slipped.

you cried with him and hugged him tighter. at that moment you felt all the pain lift off your shoulders. you felt like an entirely new person and you were ready for professional treatment.

••••a week later••••

you went to a nice mental facility and got the help you needed, most of the cuts healed and some of the scars went away. you packed all your things and got ready to go home. you felt happy, sora was waiting in the front office for you. and when you saw him you dropped your bags and ran up to him and hugged him. it was pure bliss. you looked at him and kissed him multiple times.

as you two drove into the city you wanted to get a tattoo.

as cheesy as it is you got the semi colon. and so did sora, he really wanted to support you.

you went home with sora and everything was new, new furniture and plants. it was amazing to say the least. he held your hand and took you to the room and showed you the amount of flowers he'd gotten you. 6 bouquets of flowers lay on the bed. you kissed him and you both felt complete. everything was complete.

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IM NOT DEAD! hi! welcome back after no posting for a year (haha get it, cause i haven't posted since 2019.. haha. no okay) hope it's okay.