Cloud X Suicidal! Reader

Rain

(Requested by- Oceantail)

⚠️⚠️ CONTAINS SELF HARM, GORE. If you are easily triggered by this please do not read. If you are feeling sad and want to X-X, please get help, you mean a lot to a lot of people⚠️⚠️

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"Y/n!" His voice scares me, making me drop my blade. I panicked hoping he didn't see the small pools of blood on my arms.

"What's that?" He asked.

"O-oh uh nothing." I reply quickly. He caught on to my actions and took the blade from my hand. It was drenched in blood that slowly dropped onto the floor. His face grew pale.

"Y/n? Let me see your arms" he spoke kindly. I oblige and just show him. With the amount of blood I've lost I'd pass out within the next five minutes.

"Why?"

I remained silent

"Y/n please"

I shake my head feeling light and dizzier.

I feel him attempt to pick me up but I stumbled and fell a bit. I look around the room trying to find a focusing point on cloud "I'm sorry.... I love you so much" i whisper before my vision went black.

@(。・o・)@ CLOUDS POV (⌒_⌒;)

She.... hurt herself... I picked her up in haste and took her to Aeriths house, where I knew she'd help.

-at Aeriths house-

I ran in with y/n still in my arms. Aerith jolted up.

"Cloud what happened?"

"She hurt herself and I didn't know what else to do, so I just came to you knowing you wouldn't send her off to some asylum" I speak softly while telling exactly what happened. I notice her eyes grew with fear and worry, she rapidly nodded and took y/n into care. I went outside to try and clear my head. I couldn't, al I could think about was what happened to y/n. God I love her so much and if I lost her. I'd loose any bit of light I'd ever known....

Aerith soon came out with her usual peaceful face "she'll be okay. Just give her some time"

I nod "can I see her?"

Aerith nods and leads me to y/n. I tried to hold back my tears as I saw her figure laying in a bed.

I walk up to her and gently hold her hand. Rolling up her sleeve to see the cuts. They were all gone. I smiled softly and kissed her head softly "I love you so much.... please never do this again..... I couldn't loose you... you mean so much to me" I stand up and began walking away.