Riku X Reader

Over the Sunny Blues

You've been dealing with depression your whole life. You've been dealing with the fear he'll leave, but he hasn't.

"Riku." Your voice quivered as you looked down. You hated bugging him while he was with Sora or his friends. He'd always offer for you to hang out with the rest of them, but you've always denied; because of this and him knowing about your depression he let it be and didn't force you into anything.

The silver haired boy turned his gaze at you, he smiled softly "Yes my love?" He stood up and walked over to you, shielding you from anyone seeing you, he noticed you were on the brink of exploding into sobs "what's wrong?" He asked, his voice was so soft and calming it could put you to sleep within a second.

You pulled him into your guys' room and shut the door. The room was slightly dark but some light shown through the black out curtains. "What's bothering you?"

You hid your face in his chest and broke into sobbing fits "babe? Tell me what's going on" he said holding you, you pulled away, taking your sweater off and turning the light on. Revealing the skin under the sweater, scars and untrue words rested on your arms and hands. Riku hadn't noticed how small your body had begun to become. Riku gasped and stepped back for a second "why y/n?"

"I-I'm sorry Rik-"

"Why!"

"Riku-"

"Explain to me why you did this to yourself!" He screamed. The next thing you remember was the boys running in and holding Riku back from screaming again. Your body fell backwards and your vision went black.

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"Riku. Why did you yell? You know damn well she can't stand yelling" Sora told him boldly "I don't know.... I just...... I just hate when she hurts herself.... calling herself worthless and waking up every night to cut herself" Riku responds. Looking down at y/n's body as she laid in the hospital bed. "Then you need to step up a little more and be there for her, even if it means you have to stay up all night or stay up until you know for sure she's asleep or safe" Sora said softly

"Hey guys.... we might uh...... have a little problem" Roxas said walking into the room with a paper in hand "what?" Riku looked at the blond "well. Because of suicide attempts and depression. She'll have to go to a mental health hospital for a week" hearing this made Rikus heart shatter "what?" Roxas nodded "but it's only for a week"

~~ weeko lato~~

Y/n grabbed her things and ran out of the mental hospital, Riku waiting in the front for her. She dropped her things seeing him, she tackled him in a big hug. "Riku......" she whispered beginning to cry.

"Please. For the love of the keyblade. Don't hurt yourself again" "I won't. I promise"

Taking the sweet girl home, it had already been past midnight. You've been asleep for the past thirty minutes, Riku picked you up and carried you inside, laying you down in the bed. Sighing softly with a deep blush Riku began changing you, he put you in one of his shirts, your favorite shirt because no matter what, it always smelt like Riku. Once changing you he covered you up and kissed your head, he hadn't realized he began crying, until he realized it he couldn't stop it. This made you wake up slightly and reach for Rikus hand. He noticed and held your hand in his soft on. "Riku why are you crying?" Your voice was soft and sweet "I-I'm not crying" he huffed "so.." you

Trailed off for a second and sat up, wiping the tears away from his eyes "This is crying?" You whispered earning a pout

"Why?" His voice quivered

"Why what?"

"Why'd you hurt yourself?"

"Before I left. I didn't.... I didn't want to be a burden. I though that if I was gone... you would be free from me"

"I couldn't live without you, ever since I laid eyes on you all I could think of was you. How your eyes shine when you're happy and how your smile could light up the world, not even the world, it could light up space and beyond that"

You blushed and hugged him tightly, kissing him deeply and taking those words in.

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