((IM NOT DED! Or am I? ANYWAYS SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING THIS BOOK ILL BE UPDATED ALL OF MY BOOKS FROM NOW ON AND THIS STORY IS GOING TO BE A SAD ONE!))

((ALSO! YOU AND ROXAS ARE ORGANIZATION MEMBERS BUT YOU WENT ON A MISSION THAT TOOK QUITE AWHILE AND YOU HAD GOTTEN LOST AND ALL THIS OTHER STUFF HAPPENED AND YOUR MAIN GOAL WAS TO LOOK FOR ROXAS AND SO YOU SEARCHED ALL OVER... yea, if that makes any sence))

Roxas X Reader

Real

Readers POV

I walked the streets of Twilight Town and cried silently dragging my keyblade on the cobblestone, each day I looked for him. I looked for the one I loved, I was told by many that he died, that he was gone. I didn't believe them and I still looked for him. My hope was gone. I gave up. I searched every world in hopes that I could find him, in hopes that I could tell him I loved him and that I needed him. My heart sank as I thought about it more and more, about how I couldn't be strong like he wanted me to be.

I dropped to my knees and let go of my keyblade as I felt small droplets of water fall from the sky. The rain. I had a few flashbacks that took me to the days where it would be raining and Roxas would always make the brightest out of the gloomy day. I smiled at my thoughts and cried more "I'll find you Roxas....." I whispered and sobbed some more. I heard footsteps walk closer and I looked up. I saw him. I saw Roxas. "Roxas? I-is it really you??" I said standing up "it's me y/n, I've been looking for you everywhere" he said and hugged me tightly, I gladly hugged back not wanting to let go of him. "I've been doing the same Roxas. I lost hope because I thought I would never find you again, but it still didn't stop me from searching" I said pulling him closer "I'm sorry I left you y/n I didn't mean too." He said looking at me "I don't care, I'm just glad your here now" I said picking up my keyblade and putting it away. He smiled and kissed my forehead. I smiled and looked up at him "Roxas..... how long has it been?" I asked looking up at him "4 years" he said.... 4 years, 4 god damn years I've been searching for him!? I thought to myself and stared at him blankly "that long huh?" I asked and he nodded "heh, wanna get some Sea Salt Ice Cream with Axel?" I asked, "really!? That would be amazing!" He said in excitement "go get fire boy and I'll get the ice creams, I'll meet you at the usual spot" he nodded and ran off to find Axel. "You know it's just a dream.... he's not real and neither is all of this" a voice so familiar said behind me "I know it's real, it has to be" I turned around and saw Xigbar in his black coat. "It isn't, I'm not real and neither are you y/n! It's all a dream that xehanort put us in!! Get out of Lala land and back to reality!" He yelled and a single tear falling from his eye "are...are you...crying?" I walked up to him and he wiped his eye "no" he said bluntly "Xigbar, I know you. I know that your hurt deep down. But you can always talk to me" I said looking at him "fine. But don't tell anyone about this, ok? And just remember, all of this is a dream.... your dream. Our dream... everyone's dream" He said and disappeared, I sighed and got ice cream then going to the top of the tower where I was greeted with two guys sitting and talking. "Seems you two are having fun hah" I said handing them an ice cream "yea, hey who were you talking to down there?" Axel asked me "oh... no one" I said and ate some of the ice cream

~~time skip to after ice cream and talking~~

"Hey guys, I have a question" I asked and stood in front of the two "ok" Roxas said "are you guys real?" I asked with a blush on my face. It was a stupid question but i needed to know "of course we're real! Got it memorized?" Axel said pointing to his temple "well I gotta go, Xemnas is giving me a late night mission, see ya" Axel waved and left me and Roxas alone

"Hey y/n? Why do you think we're not real?" He asked me "Xigbar.... he told me all of this was a dream and that we're all asleep" I said looking into the sunset "odd..." he said "Roxas...price to me that this isn't a dream" I said looking at him. "Come here" o followed his order and walked up to him. He gently put his hands on my cheeks and kissed me softly and passionately. I slowly melted into the kiss and wrapped my arms around his neck, his around my waist. I smiled and pulled him a little closer, soon the need for air was dire and we pulled apart. "Was that real enough for you?" He asked softly, I nodded and smiled, we sat there and enjoyed each others company

'I can't loose hope, I know he's ok and alive, I will always find him and I will always love him. I love you Roxas.' I thought and leaned my head against his shoulder and fell asleep