a few days had passed since minho last spoke to jisung. minho had reached out numerous times, but he received no response from the latter.

minho noticed jisung was reading the messages, which meant he was either ignoring minho or ignoring the world.

minho liked to think it had nothing to do with him. he would be right in thinking that too.

jisung was far too wrapped up in everything with his family at the moment.

his father was gone, and his mom was slipping away more and more as the days passed.

jisung was also struggling to keep his sense of identity. everything seemed to be meaningless in the moment...

even minho.

🥺🖤

hey jisung

it's been a few days

and i'm not really expecting you

to respond

i just figured i could send

you little messages to

take your mind off of things

so here's what happened to

me today...

i stopped by your room for the first

time since you left

changbin was there

and i accidentally punched him in

the face thinking he was trying to rob

you... then i realized who it was

and remembered that you two live

together

then i got lunch with seungmin and

jeongin

it was kind of weird since the two

of them both still like hyunjin

i'm not sure they discuss that though

i doubt they do

oh and then felix...

oh boy where do i even start with this?

your little bestie is insane.

he came into the company today

completely cracked out on sugar

i didn't realize sugar high was a

real thing until today

wow

he was

I N S A N E

and now...

well now all im doing is texting you

pretending like it doesn't hurt like

hell to miss you

but it does hurt

i'm sorry

that was selfish of me to say

you're the one who is really hurting

i'm sorry jisung

i love you

please never forget that🖤

seen

you're on your phone now..

could i call you?

seen

if it's a yes, dont answer;)

seen

IT'S A YES

please don't call

not yet

okay...

i'm sorry my love

it's okay min

i just need some time

want me to stop texting?

no

i actually enjoy reading your daily

messages

please never stop them

i won't ever stop:)

i love you

i love you more

i believe you when you say that:(

as you should

you're not hurt that i don't love you

more?

i'm okay with loving you more

for right now

you need more love than you're able

to give at the moment

one day you'll return the favor for me

it's okay jisung

why're you so good to me?

because you deserve it kitten

now get off your phone and rest

i know you don't want to be texting

right now

let's talk when you're ready🖤

i love you

i really do

i know, i love you too

seen

minho turned off his phone and placed it on his bed side table as he let out a heavy sigh.

it did hurt to love jisung more, but he knew that's what the boy needed. minho just hoped one day the love could be equal, no more complications, and only pure happiness.

that day seemed far off from their current standing though. minho just hoped they were strong enough to make it through.

a.n.

short text chapter sowyyy

~

BUT I MIGHT HAVE TO CHANGE THE TITLE OF THIS STORY BSISBSN

this plot kinda took a turn i wasnt originally anticipating

so unless i can somehow relate it to the title it may have to change 🥱🥱