hey

hi

did you fix things with jisung

yesterday?

yeah, we're good now

good

why're you texting me then

i feel like you only ever

text me when you need advice

well...

i need advice

hmmm

ok

are you straight?

uh

i mean no

but yes

i mean like yeah, but not really

chan really???

could you be any less specific

i just don't label it

i love who i love

i don't like labeling it because

i'm just not too sure

oh ok

that's fair

is there a reason you asked

me this?

i'm afraid you can't help me

if you don't even know yourself

are you thinking you like boys?

seen

minho

seen

you read my message

seen

come on

seen

you can trust me

i promise

i can't like boys chan

i just can't

why can't you??

there are so many reasons

why i can't

and there are so many reasons

why you can

not any good ones

your happiness is one

i can find happiness in other

things

do you even like girls??

i don't know

i guess not

ah fuck what am i saying

i have to be straight

i don't even know why i came

to you about this

you don't have to be anything

minho, just love who you love

i can't do that chan

you can though minho, just

allow yourself to be happy

i don't think i can do that

thanks anyway

does this have anything to do

with jisung?

seen

you leaving me on seen just

makes me believe i'm right

well because you are!

i just didn't want to admit it ok?

minho it's ok to not have it all

figured out

just take it slow and see where

things go

i don't want to hurt jisung though

just don't do anything differnet

from normal until you're positive

on your feelings for him

okay

that's actually pretty good advice

thanks chan

and please don't tell anyone

about this

if someone finds out...

it could end really poorly for me

someone like who minho??

none of your friends would care

pretty much no on in the

company would care

people would care... people

i don't want to depict in a bad way

please just drop it chan

i'm going to guess it's your parents

get out of here with your mind

reading shit

i don't like it

they're your parents minho

i've met them before and

they seem to really love you

and when i tried to talk to them

about being confused with my

sexuality in high school and they

told me therapy could fix me

yeahhhh that was them just being

loving right???

or how about when i actually went

to therapy for that

not full blown conversion therapy

but where the therapist was

extremely religious and homophobic

and tried to "talk me out of being gay"

i didn't know

i'm so sorry minho

it's ok

no one knows

my parents and i never discuss it

anymore

i'm sorry minho

i won't let anything happen to you

i promise

thank you chan, i appreciate that

i love you minho

it's going to be okay

ew don't be so gay

well we both might be gay so ha

too soon to joke about asshat!

it's never too soon 🏳️‍🌈

i hate you.

you love me:)

never

always❤️

bye chan.

byeeeee

seen

a.n.

i can't wait for the real tea to start🥰🥰

edit: i checked over this twice and still managed to post it with mistakes 🗿🗿