I've been dead for a while and I think I need to explain why. First off, I've just finished working on two parts of a book I made called "the creators downfall". This was no easy task as creating something completely original is hard. It was something that I wanted to do for a long time and am proud of it. Explaining a cryptic story with a deeper meaning behind it.Even if no one else reads it. Second off, depression has really brought my morale down. It's been hard lately, but I want to not end this story on such an unsatisfactory ending. I wrote the chapter "bad ending" because I felt like I didn't have a choice. I felt like if I left it unfinished for so long it would end up just like the story I made "old bonds". People would stop caring about it. They'd forget me. I don't want to be forgotten. But I understand lack of creation can drive people away to look for something new. When I wrote bad ending it was a desperate and poor grab to try to keep you all from leaving, and it was poorly written and felt forced. I don't want this story to end the way it did. However I am aware that some people really liked this ending, but as a creator it feels like a last minute low grade ending. I will be continuing the story soon. Not erasing the bad ending, but A: going back and remastering it, and B: continuing the story. Note though that the bad ending is a canonical one. However I as a creator want to write more. I don't want this story to be over so quickly. If you have any questions please feel free to ask me. I'm sorry for the absence and thank you for your patience.