Hi everyone

So. It's been a wild ride hasn't it? Any thoughts?

Before I go on, please let me know - Please reply in the comments! 💕

I thought I would let you in on some behind the scenes information about this story, because I quite like reading this stuff in other fanfictions.

This fanfic started to form in my head when I was reading "Kaylor: The Timeline" by for the second time, around May of last year. This fanfic is honestly incredible, and even if you don't necessarily believe Taylor Swift is secretly not so straight I would definitely recommend it. Anyway, I felt like jerrie desperately needed something like this. And so the work has begun.

I analyzed the girls' social media accounts as well as the people close to them, and created an 88 pages long Google docs document. This took about two weeks, complied with adding candids, tweets and other stuff. Originally, the story was only meant to cover the beginning of Jade and Perrie's relationship. That was the meaning behind its previous name - Jade could count a million reasons why she loves Jesy and Leigh-Anne, but she loves Perrie for a million and one. This name wasn't too fitting though, and it was quite long, so I changed it as you guys know.

As for the jerrie now, I think we've all clearly seen that something has changed during the lm5 tour. I'm not sure what happened between them, but the tour was the end of it. I love hearing them openly talk to, and about, each other in interviews now.

When it comes to their relationships, this is my opinion. Feel free to discuss it and share yours in the comments, as long as you are doing it respectfully. I don't mind jaded that much, since it didn't seem like they were more than friends at all. To be honest, it just seemed like it had been long enough since Jade dated Sam that she felt some real internal, or external, pressure and Jed was just there. I think he made Jade feel less lonely, but he wasn't what she needed.

Alerrie is a different story though, the exact opposite. It seems like their whole relationship is based on sexual attraction, and like they are not friends at all. The way they talk about each other, the comments they leave on each other's posts, the way they pose for photos… These are all seriously disturbing in my eyes. And seeing them now in quarantine is making everything worse. It honestly doesn't feel like Alex has any basic respect towards Perrie. All he does is tell her what to do, I swear. Perrie just keeps talking in interviews, and on her Instagram story, about how much he annoys her. This isn't about Jade in any way, I just think that this isn't a healthy relationship at all. I believe they really do love each other, just for the wrong reasons.

Anyways, moving on. There were a bunch of jerrie moments I couldn't fit into this fanfic because of some boring, unimportant reasons. Here are the cutest ones, though!

Jade via Instagram.

. Jade via Twitter.

Jade via Instagram.

As for what's next for me, I've started working on a new jerrie story. It's called Golden, and I've had it in my mind for a while now. Not sure yet when it will be out, but it is going to be absolutely mad😈

Thank you so much for reading, guys. 55k reads is no joke. Hope you enjoyed, and I hope I did this ship justice. Love you!