Liam's POV

"Liam open the door" Niall ask banging on the door.Its been nearly 3 weeks without Jade and I've been a total mess.I haven't showered in a week,my house smelt and rubbish was everywhere.I didn't care though I lost her I lost the love of my life.I tried to contact her but she has blocked me on everything."Liam I'm going to say this one more time open this door right now" Niall said raising his voice.I sigh and open the door for him."Woah Liam. I thought it was bad but not as bad as this" he says looking at the inside of my house and myself."Liam listen to me you can't keep doing this I know you love her a lot but you living like this isn't healthy" He walked into the house grabbing a plastic bag and started cleaning up."You get in the shower now while I clean up" he continues cleaning.I obey and have a shower.All I can think about is Jade did Jade ever love me? Will she let me see our baby?.I got out of the shower and put on a grey t-shirt and some grey baggy pants.I walk out the bathroom to see my house all clean.Niall she sitting on the couch watching golf."You can thank me by buying me Nandos" he turns his head to me for a second then back to the tv.I decide to go on social media.I keep scrolling down nothing was really interesting."You now how I just said you can thank me by getting Nandos well I'm really hungry now and I'm craving Nandos" "I'll be back soon" I say and exited the house.

--Got Nandos and is going home--

15 minute drive later I arrive back home and arrive with Niall's Nandos.I enter my house to see all the boys and Perrie there."Yes my Nandos" Niall comes running up to me snatching the bag from my hand."Good to see you doing better" Harry says.I give him a fake smile because I wasn't any better I still missed her. She broke my heart into a million pieces.The boys were all in a conversation with each other so I decided to talk to Perrie."Hey Perrie how are you?" I ask "I'm good how about you?" "Fine" was all that came out of my mouth."You know Liam Jade isn't doing well she hasn't came out of Leigh's guest room,if she does its for the bathroom or food"she took a breath and continued on "Liam she misses you she only decided to stay away from you is because she is afraid that your going to keep hurting her" she then said words I was not expecting."She loves you Liam" Jade loves me I need to see her I need to be with her.The conversation about Jade ended there for the day.Everyone had left my house and I was going to go and see Jade.I knew Jade had to be at Leigh Anne's house because it wasn't that far away from where I live.I knew where Leigh Anne's house was so I drove there.I knocked on the door waiting for someone to answer and within a minute Leigh Anne opened the door."Hello Leigh I was wondering if I could see Jade" I say."Liam I'm sorry but she is not her anymore she has moved into an apartment" "Can you tell me where?" I ask."Liam I can't say Jade doesn't want to see you in sorry Liam have a good night" and with that she closed the door.I got back in my car and drove home.I knew it was no hope she's gone and I might not get to see her.I arrived back at my lonely home

I went straight to bed even though I probably won't sleep.I stare at the ceiling for what feels like hours.I start remember all the times me and Jade had.The day in 2008 how we met at xfactor.How happy we were to see each other again in 2012 on the xfactor.I then remember what she said to me on that day.'Liam I'm always going to be there for you no matter what and I know that one day you will achieve your dream and become a singer' I then feel something wet on my face.I was crying oh how I miss you Jade.I finally managed to get myself to sleep.

I was in a dark room and I was chained so I couldn't escape.I look around to see Jade lying on the floor in a pool of blood."Jade!" I yell pulling the chains."it's no use she's dead and your mine" Sophia walks out of the shadows laughing.She the unlocks the chains so I could move.I run over to her lifeless body."No please don't leave me!" I scream holding her body in my hands.I then wake up pouring in sweat.It was just nightmare Jade is fine Sophia is gone for now.The time was 3:30am in the morning.After that nightmare I'm probably not going back to sleep.

----Next Morning----

I'm so tired I couldn't get back to sleep.I'm so bored so I text the group chat between us boys and the girls.

Hey is anyone up?

Yeah I am

Same

Meeeeeeeee

How's life?

Great!

Good but I miss all of us maybe we can hang out today or tomorrow?

How about today were do you guys want to meet?

Nandos

Should of known

Ok is 12:30am good.

Yeah

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Of course!!!!!

I get change into a black top,grey pants and put on some sneakers.A sort drive later I arrived at Nandos.I entered and saw everyone but Jade at the table.I sat next to Harry and join into the conversation."Where is Jade?" Louis asked."She said she wasn't feeling to well" Jesy replied.I really wish I could see her beautiful face again but I can't because she hates me and I don't blame her.

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