Drumming my fingers

in time with the music

Eyes closed,

focusing on the words

The rhythm

I let out the anger and rage

inside me

start rapping along,

saying every word

so damn violently

Heart banging hard against

my chest

and without even knowing it,

I'm imagining you here

And these raging words

are directed at you

Saying each word bitterly

Hoping you see the anger

inside me

Are you afraid?

Tell me

Without knowing it,

I'm shouting the words

Screaming them

to the whole damn world

But my eyes,

The fire inside them

This rage,

It's focused on you

Only you

So fucking funny

I imagine you,

staring at me

like I've gone crazy

Yeah,

my hairs gone wild

My face red with anger,

My eyes,

stinging,

burning

I'm kicking every

single

thing

around me

Then I fall,

and this darkness

surrounds me

My last thought,

I'm not crazy,

just angry

I just needed

to let out this rage

inside me

It's okay,

I'm fine now

Go,

leave me