I chose this

But not for you

Because of you

You stabbed me

by talking about my insecurities

Every single day,

you had to say something

and after a few days

you made others say it too

And each day,

I felt more and more

crap about myself

Hoping, 

that It would get better

Hoping,

that maybe you wouldn't do it again

But it never got better

You never stopped

And I would cry in bed,

holding my hand to my mouth

Trying not to make a sound

Hoping you didn't hear,

that you break me

Break me a little more

every day

Infront of you I stand,

emotionless

Kinda like a statue

and you mock that too

But no one's laughing

Only you

I'm trying so hard

not to let you see

That you hurt me,

break me

But you knew. Still do