I thought,

heartbreak was

when relationships

don't work out

Or longing for someone you can't have

That sorta stuff

I never thought,

even for a second,

that a friend can

break your heart too

I never thought

You could break me

but you have

And you know

what's sad?

I'm still sitting here

thinking I was the problem

That I was the one that messed up

That I was the bad friend

But it's always been you

I'm starting to realise

that having no friends

is better than having you

I've literally been begging

for this friendship

but you're a crap mate

I deserve better than you

No more poems about you

No more trying

to get you

to listen

I'm gonna move on

Forget about the crap mates

I've had

Forget about you

I say that a lot,

don't I?

Well this time,

I've drank too much

bitter poison

and I'm gonna stay

far away from you

Now,

I know what heartbreak is

It's where any single person

In your life

Made you so damn happy

But in the end,

maybe they got bored of you

Or think you're not worth much

Maybe they thought you'd keep

coming back

like you always do

Heartbreak,

is where your heart is crushed

Broken

Stamped on

Not physically

but it feels physical

It's worse than feeling numb

and empty

Your heart still beats,

but barely

The heart inside you,

It's getting crushed, slowly

Heartbreak,

Is where someone

throws you down

on the cold hard ground

and walks away

You know what

the funny thing is?

I always joked

that you had no heart

But right now,

I feel like it's true

To someone out there

you might be a decent friend

but not to me

Now,

All these broken pieces

of my heart

I'm going to

try and put back together

but it's like a jigsaw,

that shit's hard to do