You're asking me to come

but I can't

I can't

I can't

I can't do it.

Each time we meet,

I feel like it's the last time

And it hurts like hell

I was never good at goodbyes

Still aren't

Last time I walked away from you,

fast

Knowing that if I looked back,

I'd break down

So I kept walking

Kept my guard up

wanting so badly to run back

But I knew that if I did,

goodbye would be harder than it already was

Just tell me to stay away

Please

Just fucking do it

Tell me you hate me

and that I don't mean shit to you

So it's easier

For both of us

So we don't have to do the whole goodbye crap

We're useless at goodbyes

Even you

Last time, I swear you were gonna cry

I want to see you again

I really do

but is it worth it?

That pain at the end

That stabs me harder each time

For what?

A few moments of happiness

A few moments,

till you're gone again

My whole body,

trying to act like goodbye's

not a big deal

When really,

It's killing me

Over and over again

I want to go

but I don't know the ending

I don't know

If I'll be able to walk away again,

without looking back

I don't know,

If this time,

I'll be able to hold in the tears

until I'm away from you

I'm scared of that one thing

That one fucking word

Goodbye