October 25, 1998

Things have changed a lot since I last wrote! Nathan and I broke up because he found out what I did with Chris Walker. I felt really awful - really awful - about that for a while, especially because I don't even like Chris, even as a friend.

At the dance two days ago, I spent a lot of time hanging out with Tyler, who is obviously cool and who I think likes me. I don't think I like him as a boyfriend.

Zach and Matt are in my History and Math classes. Matt makes fun of me most of the time, but at least he's noticing me. It's much worse when he just completely ignores me. That means he really hates me. [This strikes me as a particularly pathetic outlook.]

Zach is going out with Kaylee and that doesn't bother me (that much) and so he and I are semi-friends again. Not like we call each other or anything, but we talk in class and we were hanging out together at the dance a lot.

Steph and Jenna are like, glued together but actually, that doesn't really bother me that much, either. [It should probably bother them, though, since being glued together sounds uncomfortable and inconvenient.]